he helped until cain fell asleep in his arms ..
liz: let emily rest ill help you put him down emi do you have the camera and the lil owl sock?
emily: its connect to his basinet and the owl sock is on his foot thank you
liz: dont worry
they walked back to the room
antonio: whats the sock for?
liz: it'll tell her if his breathing gets lower or anything like that she'll get notified babys forget to breath you know?
antonio; what the hell?
liz: hhm this is why she ordered all this stuff dork i have it tonito
he nodded as he set him down in the bassinet
antonio: you ain't going out are you?
liz: naw why?
antonio: you can help her for a bit i got some shit to do
liz stopped him as he tried to walk out of the room
antonio: what?
liz: keep your ass home ok your starting to look like the man you never wanted to be mom had to raise us on her own you dont have to work that dam hard because its all ok right now just stay home tonio?
he rolled his eyes
liz: dont give me that shit come on? i thought you where happy for him to be born? you seemed excited?
he pulled her into the nursery
antonio: i am happy but its a lot to adjust to ok for me to stay distracted and not say anything dumb i work stay busy so she wont get mad? cuz i dont wanna deal with that either?
liz: you dont think shes adjusting to? im still adjusting this is all new to her to idiot? she birthed a 8 pound baby naturally you ass she had to learn everything like i did at the hospital why dont you try and bond try and learn so you both can adjust? come on?
antonio; i ain't with that .. this is why i didnt want kids
liz: if you didnt want any then why did you get her pregnant? its not his fault the fuck? why you acting like dad for?
antonio: im not acting like him? im not drinking my money away? he has a roof over his head has it all i love him but i just
liz: you love him but you dont know how to show him love because we weren't loved .. i get that because i was there with you but we have to learn different we have to do better not only for cain but for emily? because she ain't gonna be like mom she ain't gonna choose you she better not shit
antonio: it suppose to be
liz: my son comes before any man just like cain comes before you think about what your doing before you lose your family .. dont hurt emily like this ok? you have to start opening that hard head of yours
he nodded as they walked out
emily: whats wrong? where is he?
antonio: asleep i got the camera on me you can sit down babe its ok wanna watch a movie?
emily: no im gonna go shower and lay down while he naps im so tired keep the camera ok? liz you ok?
liz: im fine dont worry go shower ill help him if anything
she nodded and walked away
antonio: here take it
liz: no you take it hes your son you have to help her she needs her rest also
he rolled his eyes and went to sit down in the dining room
Miguel: hows father hood?
antonio: more annoying than i though it would be im getting shit at every corner i turn shit
Miguel: they just want whats best thats all
antonio: i know but i get why my dad would leave now shit
the monitor went off a bit he got up and went to check on him
emily: he up?
she had left the bathroom door opened
antonio: hes making a face?
emily: get him out and check his diaper babe
antonio: shit ok
he picked him up but he didnt know what to do so he laid him down on the bed and went to talk to emily she popped her head out
emily: where is he?
antonio: on the bed i dont know what to do i dont wanna hurt him or his belly button babe?
she got mad and turned off the shower and grabbed a towel and walked out in a bit of pain
antonio: why you mad? i could hurt him?
emily: dont you ever just leave him on a bed with nothing to stop him from rolling off is he tiny yea but still do you hear me and its not that hard to be careful
he stepped back
emily: sit your ass down your gonna watch me do it so you can learn
antonio: i dont wanna its weird
she looked at him side ways
emily: its weird? hes your son? antonio? huh ..
antonio: look i
emily: get the fuck out leave go do whatever the fuck you want i dont care what it is just get out of my face! im tired im sore i just wanted to shower but no you cant even help me for sec leave!
cain started to get uncomfortable she wrapped herself in the towel tight and picked him up and took him to the diaper changer
antonio: look
emily: get out listen do what you been wanting to do since we got home leave go now i got this
he nodded and left without telling anyone she changed him got him back to sleep and got herself showered and changed she walked out
Miguel: where he go? i thought i heard the monitor?
emily: he left hey letty can you get the pump for me?
letty: yea i can but why he leave?
she sat down on the couch
emily: cuz i told him i didnt wanna see him not like he wants to be home anyways also dont tell him shit i dont care i dont letty can you get it please and a tylenol im in some pain
letty: yea i got you relax
she shrugged her shoulders as she laid back letty wen to get everything
miguel: getting angry ain't good for you
emily: i know but he annoyed me enough he didnt wanna change him because it was weird it set me off i was just trying to fucking shower hes not even a day old huh but im sorry you can go Miguel you dont need to be stuck here with all these babys and drama
Miguel: naw i dont care i dont wanna leave yall like that i dont careif he doesn't pay either i make money at night anyways .. im here for you you ain't alone
emily: you sure?
miguel: trust me its ok relax its all gonna be ok
she nodded and laid back
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De Todoyou see i never saw the bad in him .. even when he was hurting me making me cry i just saw a broken soul that needed to be loved so i loved him till i couldn't anymore .. but i should've listened i knew i deserved better but he was my everything he...
