antonio: we didnt do one thing
emily: what are yout talking about?
she said as she folded some clothes
antonio: with everything that went down .. we never got married
emily: thats true but he got both our last names we have the house together its like we're married already
antonio: but i wanted it to be us together officially on paper though?
she put the lil onesie away and sat down next to him
emily: let me heal ok and get this together then we can make that move ok? i love you and yea its been a lot but hes what matters right now
antonio: he does matter he comes first but what about our relationship?
emily: what about it?
antonio: what happens?
emily: what are you talking about? you planning on dipping or something? you hiding something?
antonio: ofcourse not but nevermind i dont feel like starting shit
emily: ok then but talk if anything .. because hes whats most important right now but know that i love you and i care just because he comes first doesn't mean i dont love you so dont go thinking your shit
antonio: how do you know im thinking shit
emily took cain
emily: because i know you better than anyone .. i know you think im putting him first now whats gonna happen to you and me? your thinking your losing me to him .. fuck i can see it in your eyes there's no connection and dont argue with me because i am not stupid .. but i love you and i want my baby boy to have his dad he deserves you because that love is in there it is babe but your broken i blame your parents so i hope it changes i want you to enjoy being a dad too
he sat there quiet she got up and kissed his head
emily: i didnt say no to marrying you i just need me time please? haha look at me im a fucking mess tonio?
he got up and nodded
antonio: im sorry im not who you thought i would be i thought he would change me to but .. ill try im not good at this im not but ill try babe i promise but know i love him? i care i just dont know thats all
emily: i know you do because if you wouldve made one wrong move i wouldve dealt with you im not scared of you but know ill protect him so get those lil peeping toms away from my house mimi protects him good i dont care who she bites
he kissed her
antonio: i love you
emily: i love you to now go i know you got work we'll be fine his uncles here
antonio: im glad he is hes more of the caring kind i dont know what the hell
emily shook her head as they walked out ..antonio left as she set cain up in his basinet and she went to the kitchen letty and Miguel where sitting there
letty: no screaming? no bitch fit? haha
emily: naw he changed him and he had to go work so i told him go keeps him out of my dam hair i swear but are those kids gone? ill release mimi on there asses i dont even like the ladys from next door to fucking walk by
letty: he was just born and your already that mom? haha
Miguel: dont trip they saw my gun and took off running
letty: you flashed your gun at kids?
miguel: first off they weren't kids one had to be like 14 so teens second you dont go looking at peoples houses like that i wouldn't have shot them i wouldve grased one haha
emily: there you go haha
the day went by .. letty had gone to bed emily sat down in the living room with Miguel
Miguel: is it to loud? i can shut it off might crash in the car i need a nap too
emily:its fine he should get used to loud noises so he can sleep threw anything and naw crash on the couch ill throw you a blanket
Miguel: sure?
emily: do you snore?
miguel: no haha
emily; then your fine stupid haha
she got him a blanket he covered himself and looked at her
miguel: you ok?
emily: no .. but it'll be ok
he sat up confused
Miguel: naw naw dont just say that im wide awake now whats up?
she sat down and looked at him
miguel: huh fucking tonio
emily: there's the thing he didnt say it i did and he just agreed to it and it hurts but i should've known
Miguel: wait what i dont understand?
emily: hes only trying to learn things so i dont go and leave him .. it came to me once he asked what happened to us getting married with everything we didnt do it and i was like does it matter he has our last name blah blah
miguel: you know then
emily: i saw it in his eyes when he turned no connection there's nothing there did i think it would change kinda but dam ya know
he nodded
miguel: im sorry emi you dont deserve that cain doesnt either
she shrugged her shoulders and got up
emily: have a good nap
miguel: naw i dont feel comfortable leaving you alone with those thoughts come on you can smoke now wait do you?
emily: he doesnt like it so i dont
miguel: oo but he can drink and smoke but you cant?
emily: i gave it up years ago its whatever and im whatever its fine
miguel: its not fine i can see it in your eyes i see the pain im not stupid emily come on?
she broke down crying he got up and hugged her tight .. they heard a door open she backed up fixed herself and shook it off
emily: tell no one ok?
miguel: we're not done talking?
emily: later
she walked away he sat down and sat there lost in thought
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Till Death Do Us Part
Randomyou see i never saw the bad in him .. even when he was hurting me making me cry i just saw a broken soul that needed to be loved so i loved him till i couldn't anymore .. but i should've listened i knew i deserved better but he was my everything he...
