liz: you sure?
letty: she said not to say anything lets not she needs us lets just help her i got you on anything to you know that?
liz: no i know you got me and i got her and Miguel has us to but .. hes acting like my dad like
letty: let it be fuck it its his own problem we've told him enough shit lets just do us forreals
liz: yea your right at least we tried
she nodded as letty went back to the living room
emily: letty
letty: yea? hes still asleep i have the monitor
emily: thank you but um help Miguel with work hes been doing a lot for us i dont want tonio to start saying shit or something can you do that?
miguel: im fine he gave me a months pay i make money on my own
letty: naw you do a lot and i want you around even more i think i can help you i know you'd fit right in with the night homies if you want?
miguel: yea im down i trust you
letty: alright bet we can head out tonight for a bit that ok emily?
emily: yea i just need a minute right now
letty: here ill cover you i got cain take a nap super mom
she side smiled as letty covered her with a blanket she laid down and passed out
Letty pulled Miguel into the kitchen
Miguel: where he go?
Letty:I'm not even gonna bug him lets act like nothing see what he does
Miguel: and here I was lowkey jealous shit
Liz:jealous?of tonio? Why?
Miguel: I lost my son .. all I ever wanted was to hear him cry to hear him laugh he gets to have that and he's ruining it losing a good chance at something new ya know? I was like him to but seeing my son be born changed me
Liz: I'm sorry but you get to be around Cain needs a man in his life somehow even if it's a homie so does my son your a good uncle and a good man
Miguel: thanks its an honor
the night went by .. antonio got home after midnight emily was up washing bottles going back to bed
antonio: everyone asleep did Miguel leave?
emily looked at him and nodded
antonio: what you ain't gonna talk to me? you told me to leave? the fuck is wrong with you?
she put the bottle in the sink and looked at him
emily: i told you to leave because i didnt feel like arguing with you or dealing with you if your not even gonna do shit or help ..its 2 am he ate im pumping and cleaning up his new bottles im tired and sore im not going to fight or beg you to do shit everyone's asleep but Miguel spotted some dumbass kids outside they left when he walked out though
antonio: its not that i dont wanna help i just dont know ya know? i dont get attached like that i dont have that i dont know that bond ya know i barely like liz and letty i love you but to see him its like i dont know hitting me different i ain't a dad im a thug i sell drugs make money i always wanted to buy you all this make you happy
emily: we made him together he is a part of us mixed .. yes im happy and im proud of all you done and grateful but we made him together your a dad now we ain't kids no more? plus you wanted this too shit
antonio: no no i didnt want a kid cuz
she got serious
emily: to fucking late hes here and hes healthy like i said i ain't begging you for shit dont ask why hes scared of you down the line .. if you start tripping why im not giving you the same attention i wont ignore my child for you he comes first to me you have a problem with that?
antonio rolled his eyes
emily: i love you but i will
antonio: will what? leave me? you really gonna go that low? after everything ive done for you?
emily: after everything ive put up with your ass and helped you get out and signed my name for you fuck yea ill love you till the day i die but cain comes first to me you have a problem with it?
he stood back
emily: you dont wish your mother wouldve put you first? you dont remember those late night talks we used to have? shit i get why my mom
antonio: look im done with this shit i am im going to bed i got shit to do in the morning
emily: ok then night
he went to get ready for bed she stayed in the nursery he walked in
antonio: why you in here?
emily: the TVs to loud
antonio: you said you didnt want him sleeping alone?
emily: hes not im gonna sleep in here with him he needs to be up every to hours anyways i dont wanna bug you
antonio: ill shut it off you wont bug
emily: i dont wanna deal with your attitude im fine in here everythings in here anyways night
antonio: emily come on
emily: night
he took the hint and went to bed .. as morning came
antonio: she wake up yet?
letty looked at him and shook her head
antonio: what you to? the fuck i do?
letty: i worked last night i got here at 5 am took lil man with me to my room so she could sleep what you do haw?
antonio: she told me to go to bed so i did i got him you can go to bed its all good
letty: im not tired im good for another 2 hours plus i trust Miguel more than i do you
antonio: talking about Miguel where is he?
letty: outside these neighborhood kids are getting to comfortable he doesn't like it
antonio: neighborhood kids?
letty: thats what he said i dont know
he went outside Miguel was smoking on the side of the house
Miguel: morning pops
antonio gave him a handshake
antonio: business then you can bitch at me
miguel: i ain't gonna tell you shit im mad right now to these kids are getting to close i dont know why or who they are either they keep coming from the third house to the left the brown one
antonio nodded and looked that way
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Till Death Do Us Part
Aléatoireyou see i never saw the bad in him .. even when he was hurting me making me cry i just saw a broken soul that needed to be loved so i loved him till i couldn't anymore .. but i should've listened i knew i deserved better but he was my everything he...
