antonio: you really aint gonna tell me shit?
he put his ciggerate out and pulled his gun out
Miguel: want me to?
antonio: whats the gun for?
miguel walked passed him and up to the gate and looked at the boys riding there bikes back
miguel: ay yall lost or what haw? i been seeing yall ride up to close que no?
he looked back at antonio as he walked up
antonio: yall wanna die or what? yall should know not to roll up here?
kid 1: joses talking to our dad we got homies that said your paying for anything he says
antonio: well whos your dad i wanna talk to the source directly haha the fuck i look like?
kid 2: lets go come on i told you he wouldn't
miguel: speak up i already know where you live it wont be hard to find your dad and make yall orphans shit
antonio glared at them as they took off
antonio: whos there dad?
miguel: fuck if i know haha it usually makes them talk but its that house i saw a white truck leave like 20 minutes ago so he works a 9-5 im assuming
antonio: ill stalk them out see whats up
miguel: ill keep look here
he went to walk inside
antonio: ay mig
he turned and nodded at him
antonio: i dont know what the fuck im doing and i dont think im fit to be this kids dad im only good at dealing and doing this shit but i love him? and i love her i just
miguel sighed
miguel: then learn something new just like we learned how to hustle come on he shouldn't grow up to hate you like we did our dads that and if you dont she will leave you shes a mother now she dont give fuck also your the homeboy ill shoot a kid for you but i got her back too also that lil boy in there has a good uncle that'll ride it out for him .. get it together
antonio: you wouldn't be here if i wasn't paying you
miguel laughed
miguel: its been over a month since you paid me i haven't asked and i aint gonna ask either but im working with letty now i aint leaving emilys side though i dont trust jose i dont trust anyone in this neighborhood either you dont have to pay i dont give a fuck they became family
antonio: ive had so much going on man im sorry huh fuck
miguel: calm that ego of yours .. before you get fucking humbled my boy come on there all you got in this world dont take it for granted ok?
he nodded as they walked back in
letty: those boys are francis's kids
antonio: whos that?
letty: the local hoes kids her baby daddy took custody them
antonio: stop walking around it who is it its joses ass talking
letty:its gonna cost you
he sat down in front of her and nodded
antonio: what?
she put the babies bottle in front of him
letty: feed your son i know his name and where he works too he buys off of me haha
antonio looked at miguel he shrugged his shoulders as he sat down with a bowl of cereal
antonio: teach me how
letty: boy you dont know how to give a bottle?
antonio: ive seen it but what if i fuck up?
letty: true true
she got up and helped him hold cain and give him his bottle
antonio: this aint nothin? he aint gonna grow?
miguel: dont ask questions just feed him hold the bottle more up come on
he looked down at cain.. he felt no connection but he knew if he had to keep his family he had to make it work
Miguel knew that blank stare
Miguel: what's going threw your mind?
Antonio: that letty owes me a name
Letty: his name is
She sat down infront of him he looked at her serious
Antonio:is?
Letty: I don't know but I know they mamas name haha
Miguel: fucking letty I swear
Antonio: you
Emily: say what your gonna say your gonna sleep in Mimi's crate watch
He turned to her as he fed Cain
Emily: oo wow you can do something? Now burp him
Antonio: what you ain't happy?
Emily: why should I it's your job here let me show you how to burp him
He nodded as she took him
Miguel; you good?
Emily: yea I needed those extra hours thanks letty
Letty: I got you guys names is Francisco he used to hit on our mom all the time it was creepy
Emily: pancho? That old man has been here since the town was built what he do?
Antonio: he's talking to Jose his sons where the ones coming around yesterday
Emily: mmm the lil peeping toms but here hold him like this
He showed him .. he sat back and burped Cain
Emily: can you change him next?
Antonio: if you walk me threw it?but are you ok you seem
Emily: he was 8 pounds im coming off the epidural it all hurts come on .. thanks letty
Letty; your welcome
They walked to the nursery
Letty: you see that blank stare?
Miguel: oo yea kinda scary actually that's his son and
Letty: she's done with him you can tell dam 3 days old?
Miguel: atleast they ain't fighting shit
Letty got up and put her hand on his shoulder
Letty: don't be shy make your moves
He laughed
Miguel: naw I'm good but i aint going nowhere i told him that already
letty: good
while in the nursery
emily: told you it wasn't hard
antonio: its scary though i can hurt him
emily: i can to thats why you have to be gentle ok
he nodded as he finished him up and held him
antonio: you happy?
emily: your doing what dads do you got 18 more years well more like 3 because he'll be potty trained but he will be teething in like 6
antonio looked at her
emily: what?
antonio: nothing i shoudve gone to the classes with you I'm lost as fuck but im glad he has you cuz fuck
emily: i read and watched things and did the classes but you learn as you go you'll learn with me
he nodded as she cleaned up
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Till Death Do Us Part
Diversosyou see i never saw the bad in him .. even when he was hurting me making me cry i just saw a broken soul that needed to be loved so i loved him till i couldn't anymore .. but i should've listened i knew i deserved better but he was my everything he...
