caine sat back and nodded
emily: im sorry caine I am I never wanted to lie to you or keep anything from you I just know him so well
caine: you've always protected me and I'm thankful for it mom but its like i found out there's a part of me i didn't know since like the moment i saw the pictures and the whole album its like i knew all along
emily: you've always had doubts about your dad being your dad?
caine: yea I have
emily: since when? why didn't you tell me anything? or him?
caine: why would I question that mom really?
emily: I get that but if you would've questioned it I would've known what your talking about but I don't know if I would've even told you
caine: you wouldn't have?
emily: if you where young young no because its different now you understand more and see things more different but I knew eventually I had to tell you about it because you look way more like him I see a lot of him in you but you don't act like him at all
caine: well i think its because of the way you guys raised me
emily: yea that's true
she said as she got up
caine: so my last question is can i contact him? are you ok with me contacting him?
emily put the dishes in the sink and stood there looking at them
emily: i wanna say no but i cant stop you all i ask is be careful i know he wont be mean at first i hope at least but that ego you'll see what i mean
caine: if i send a letter how do i send it? if you don't want me to show the address?
emily: lets open you a P.O box for you outside of the city so if he pin points anything then we'll know he wont come this way
caine: ok ill look into it how long is he doing?
emily: he was sentenced to 25 years to life you where 3 months old when it happened and your about to be 18 so yea i don't know if he got anymore time or whats happened all I've done is checked if he was still locked up
he nodded
caine: you think dads gonna be mad you told me? i don't want him to think different of me?
emily: caine don't think like that your our baby boy his son he would never my love ok? you can talk to him when he gets home he knows i talked to him already
he nodded and went upstairs and started doing some research
letty- you finally spoke up i told you it wouldn't be bad?
caine- i would've never thought my thoughts where true I'm glad i found that picture but now I'm stuck should i even write him would he want to know about me do i even wanna know about him?
letty- its all up to you he's a broken soul that has made a lot of bad decisions and he's not right in the head he's not you'll see that real quick but if you want to then do it and if you don't then don't as long as you know ya know?
caine- mom told me he wanted to kill tio because he thought mom ran off with him
letty- yup he thought that then your dad told him off then he came looking for me cuz i wasn't a real one and didn't stay loyal to his brother then his sister i swer
caine- he has a sister?
letty- yea he does shes sorta local she stays close to his prison really she hates our guts but has always tried to find you for him I've never told your mom that so don't tell her
caine- i wont tell her but what have you told her? whats her name?
letty- um well last time she tried asking for you i told her if she even tried to look you up in any way i was gonna get her killed or i was gonna kill her myself because that's my sister and your my baby also so yeaaa and her names liz
caine laughed
caine- you know I'm old enough to protect myself?
letty- shes not looking for you to have a relationship with you its something else ill explain when you know more caine
he heard a knock at his door
caine- i think dads home
letty- go talk to him mijo it'll be ok i promise i love you
caine- i love you to
he put his phone down and answered the door
Miguel: you good you took a good minute to answer?
he said walking in
caine: yea i had called tia she wanted an update and stuff
he nodded as he sat down on his bed
caine: are you mad?
miguel: why would i be mad?
caine: because i like well i figured it out
Miguel: you figured out I'm not your bio dad? you think I'm mad about that?
caine: yea
Miguel: caine why would i be mad at you? I'm more mad at the fact that your gonna look for him and deal with him
caine: why are you mad at that? you dont want me to ?
Miguel: its not that i dont want you to you have the freedom to do so but i know him i know antonio like the back of my hand and hes never changed prison made him more angrier than before i think and i dont tolerate the shit talk on your mom and i dont want you to hear any of that either .. he wasn't always like that we where good homies since we where in diapers but death changes you ya know
caine nodded
caine: you know i wouldn't let him talk on mom or you but i just have my questions and i wanna know ya know am i like him? do we like the samethings? im just curious
Miguel: your nothing like that man baby boy nothing your a bigger man and a better man because of the love your mother showed you and how we raised you but you'll see that quickly with him
caine: fuck
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