our love..

blues 💙

" so, y/n, is he your boyfriend " Jones asked.

I'm quiet unspeakable.

" yeah, kind of " I said, in low voice.

" Why don't you, guys get fresh up, I made something, for you guys " I suggest.

" yeah, I feel like, I'm having jet lag " kiya said.

" y/n, please, can you make tea, I missed your hand tea, so much, really " Jones asked.

" yeah, why, not " I said with small smile on my face.

" okay, let me show, your room " I continued.

~

I show them, there room, and I went into the kitchen.

I'm making, some light lunch for them.

Jones appears, out of no where.

" so, what you making " he asked.
While breaking the silence.

" oh, just gamjajeon " I gradually said.

" what, GANJA!!! " Jones exclaimed.

" no, gam-ja-jeon, Korean potatoe pancakes, Jones " I explained him, while clarify.

" here, your tea " I passed a cup of tea.
" where is kiya ".

" having her, sweet jet lag, so she is sleeping" Jones said
" you need any help. "

" no, it almost done " I said.

And he start talking, about random things.

Like, living expenses in korea, about the economy of country, like etc. You know having person, with business mind, who always, think about this things.

But, we got interpret by Mr. Kim.

" y/n " he sternly said.

I turn around, and I'm facing him.
He stand away for me, like 5 feets.

" yes " I replied

" I'm going to office, for some work, might be get late " he said.

I nodded.
" lunch is ready, have lunch with us, then go " I suggest.

But, he already, walk away.

I feel, sad with his behave.
Really, I do.

I saw, Jones looking at me.

" Jones, please check, this pancake, I will back in the minutes. " I ordered him.

And stand infront of Mr. Kim's room.

Look, cool down, he is not gonna eat you, he might have once named as a monster, but he is not okay, just ask for sorry and clear, the matter.

I build-up the confidence, and knocked the door.

I heard come in.

I enter.

I saw him, getting ready, while wearing over size shirt and his favorite beanie cap.

" Mr Kim, I have, to ask for sorry, for yesterday "
I said in low voice.

" what " he asked.
" speak little higher, I can't hear you "

"IWANTTOASKFORSORRYFORWHATIDIDYEASTERDAYIMREALLYSORRY" I said in one flow.

He look at me, in confusion, throught his mirror.

" why, don't, we sit and talk " he suggest.

While going near, to bed and make a action, which indicates, to sit beside him.

I walk there, and sit beside him.

I look down, at my hands.

" okay, now say, what you have to say "
He said.

My head was down, and I'm fiddling with my fingers.

" see, I'm sorry for my behavior, I didn't did with intention, I'm confused, I think, I'm out of my sense, see, I respect you, and I won't wanted to you, feel that, I had, anything with you, I know, last night, incidence, might make things, between us, uncomfortable, which may create, difficult between us. But I know, cause of me, things get turned into weird. I'm sorry for that, but I can't do, anything what I did, but I will take care of it, in future. I promise."
I completely justify myself.

" it's fine " he just replied shortly and stand up, from there.

I stand up too.

I saw him, taking his bag and about to leave the room.

" I have lunch, with us " I said.

" no, I'm getting late." He said and left the room.

I don't know, I feel, little doleful.
I sighed and walk out of the room.

~

Namjoon pov.
At evening.

I'm remembering, today's all incidents, I like from morning, then afternoon.
Huh!

I sighed and lay down to my chair.

Just replaying, the whole conversation, which, I had with her.

I don't know, she isn't wrong, though, the things get weird, between her and me.
Why, I'm the only, one who like the whatever happen, between us.

Namjoon, it's was just, kiss.
Just kiss.
Leave it.

And I back to my work.

But, my phone, buzzed.

I pick.

( OTP )

Y/N : Hello.
NJ : hmm.
Y/N : are you going to have, dinner with us.
NJ : not confirmed.
Y/N : are you busy.
NJ : not that.
Y/N : have you eat, something.
NJ : that might, not your concern.
Y/N : I make doenjang jjigae. Are you coming.
NJ : I said, I'm busy.
Y/N : I want yo-

I cut the call.

Am I very rude, to her.

I'm just thinking of that, but my thought interpret by knock.

I said coming in.

" hello, Mr. Kim, here the book, you ordered." Sana said.

" thanks, sana " I replied.

" So, Mr. Kim, I booked two tickets for, jeju. Of Tuesday " she informed me.

" Oh, that's great." I said.
" are you- " sana, got call.
I stop.

" oh, it's from y/n " she said.

" go, ahead pick up " I just said.

She talk with her. And cut the call.

" so, I'm going, meet you Tuesday morning" she said.

" Okay " I nodded and she left.

~

I saw the clock, and it's shows, 10.30.
So, I pick up, my stuffs and way back to home.

I rang the bell.

The open, and y/n suddenly hugged me.

Small part...
But worth to read.
Have a nice day.
Everyone.