Cigarette under moonlight (bxb)

20

It's been two days since I had that conversation with my dad. I never in my life would have thought that he would be so supportive. I thought he'd kick me out, although I am a bit worried about my mom. Not going to tell her anytime soon.

I talked about mom with dad but he said not to worry about her. He's with me and if anything happens he can always remarry. Dev and I did not like that joke.

Kanishk is supposed to come here today. He has something important to tell me I have to tell him about dad. I could have told him on call but this is very important and needs to be spoken about in person.

I'm in the kitchen making coffee when the doorbell rings. Mom opens it and tells me it's Nick. I burst into a smile, we are meeting after a week I have so much to tell him. I go into the hall, kanishk is talking with my father.

"-how's your father?" dad asks him and he says his dad is fantastic. He sees me and smiles, he continues the conversation with my dad for a few minutes then politely leaves. He doesn't do anything stupid in front of my dad. He's scared of him. So am I but nowadays I feel very happy being around him.

I take the coffee and we go into my room. He takes the cups from my hand and places them on the bedside table, locks the door, and makes a run toward me which results in both of us falling to the bed.

"Rav! I missed you so much, I could kiss you right now. I mean I'd kiss you anyways, should I kiss you?"

"Uh, no?"

"Okay!", he says brightly and kisses me. Whoa, our lips just touched. He lies beside me and laughs. I don't say anything as I'm too busy hiding my face.

"I'm so happy! Not because of the kiss, well it was a good one so yeah but but but! Ivaan!", I can hear in his voice how happy he is. I don't know how Ivaan got into the conversation.

"What about him?" I ask and sit up. He puts a pillow on my lap and lays on it. I rest my hands on his chest.

He starts by calling a traitor for not meeting up with him for Starbucks, which I have to say was worth it as I was busy making out with Nikum. He is such a good kisser, it's hard to keep my hands off him. Nick narrates the entire thing in detail about how he met Ivaan, and how they went on a walk to their confession. Can I say it's a confession?

I'm at a loss for words, I did know about Ivaan's interest in Nick and even about Nick's little crush on him. Boy, I did not imagine this. They would look cute together.

"Say something! Are you mad?", he asks in a small voice.

"What no! Why would I be mad, I'm just" I stop, I need to choose the right word, "surprised I guess, but very happy to hear that too. So proud of you Nick.", I pat his head.

"Me too, I don't know how I said those things. I'm just shocked you know", he stops and looks away, he must be stressed that he forced his feelings on Ivaan. He thinks this every time he tells someone about his feelings.

"Kanishk, look at me. I know Ivaan so I can tell you that he surely likes you. Don't think that he said those things out of sympathy or anything, alright? He would never lie and hurt your feelings, he's a very sincere person, don't overthink, I'm here with you."

"I appreciate you saying all that", he sits up straight, "but why does it seem like you are close to him.", I laugh thinking he's joking instead his face looks nothing like that.

"Uh, I guess we are close,", I say, and Nick's expressions change from serious to betrayal. "Still you know that no one can come to you. You are and will be my number one.", I hug him, and once we hug I don't let go of him. I feel the tension that I had from a few days leaving my body. As described in books, I melt into his arms.

"I missed you, I know we met not long ago yet it feels like ages.", I hum in agreement. I realize I haven't told him about my father so I tell him about what happened. His reactions keep on changing as I tell him each things. In the end, he looks like he will cry.

"I never thought your dad was this cool, wow I think I have different respect and some romantic feelings for him now."

"Ew, why would you say that? Now I have an image of you and my dad kissing.", I'm disgusted with that image. Oh God, it's stuck now, go away go away.

"By the way, you know that the opening of a new hotel my dad was a partner in happening soon right" he starts to drumroll, "Divine is going to be there!", he exclaims.

"REALLY? HOW?", I quickly lowered my voice, "Didn't your dad say it was a stupid idea?"

"He did! That was sad but then I pulled they don't spend time with me card and mom pursued him.", I sometimes forget that he's rich.

"Wow, would we be able to talk-"

"Of course! What if he gets swayed away by my charms and asks me to marry him?"

"Then you marry him, be his trophy husband"

Kanishks starts blushing, his nose turns red. He looks very cute like that.

"Can you imagine that crazy sex we would have", he says and gets into detail about his kinks.

"I really don't want to imagine that."

A/N

So this chapter is not good. I had this whole idea of them having a deep conversation and Kanishks talking about how things with Ivaan will be but I could not write. This chapter is very sloppy and bad so sorry for that. I will try to write the coming chapters with a clear mind.
Thank you. Okay, but who am I thinking???😭😭