[eng] Leave My Shit Outside ; Ziam

i ; KNOW I'M ALWAYS IN MY HEAD

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ZAYNIE'S POV

When we come to the ice-cream parlor, some people stare at us in a weird way, and until I remember that it could be about our fantasies, it took a while. I was already staring at them back with my own weird face.

"Where do you wanna sit down?" Liam asks and, not being enough, I laugh about the ambiguity in his phrase. I would like to sit on you, I thought.

"Anywhere." I try to disguise, looking away from his glance.

"Let's take a seat outside so I can smoke."

And that's where we go after choosing our ice creams.

"Talk to me about you." Liam asks. "What do you like to do on your day off?"

"I like to sleep. Damn, it feels so good to take a nap on a day off. Also masturbate, yeah. I don't have too much time, not even the disposition to do it on my normal days, ahm..." I stop speaking, noticing Liam's expression, and start to fill my mouth with ice cream.

"HAERSHHHH! HATSHHHH!" Liam tries to muffle the sound on his arm.

"Bless you." I say with a full mouth.

"HATSHHAAA! Thank you."

"No problem. I recently found one thing that I like to do." Can I regret saying this now? Maybe. "To be with you."

"With me?" Liam seems disconcerted and surprised at the same time.

"With you." I repeat with a side smile. I already lost my temper anyway. "I'm being serious."

"I'm sorry for being away this last month, I also enjoy your company."

"That's ok, I won't charge you for that. I think you should have your reasons. Calms me down to know that we are here right now."

Liam does a big smile and puts one hand on top of mine on the table. We keep facing each other for a while, all my inside is tingling, I'm getting hot.

"Can I give you a kiss?" I received the offer. Too bad that there's a table between us.

"You can do a lot of things, and this is the one you don't have to ask anymore." I lean over the table and put our lips together during a long and wet kiss.

When I think about pulling us away, Liam touches my face and presses my lips with his tongue. My reflex is to close my eyes so they won't be seeing rolling, then I slip my tongue into his warm mouth too.

I feel Liam pants against our touch, his other hand stills touching mine, warmer, and that's when I realize that we should stop. It's not about being bad, quite the opposite – truly the opposite. I just don't wanna get arrested for putting into practice in a public place all these libidinous acts that are on my mind.

I put myself upright and adjust my hair trying to act naturally, even though my eyes are ready to swallow this man in front of me at any time, as I'm licking my lips. My whole body is trembling.

"Do you want my ice cream?" Liam pushes his bowl to me.

"Don't you want it anymore?"

"I do, I'm just offering you a bite." He giggles.

"Oh." I laugh too, pressing the table corners with my hands. "I do, yeah. You can taste mine too."

I taste each flavor on his plate to conclude that my favorite is that one that Liam ate just before kissing me. I know the name? No, but is this one for sure – and whatever flavor as long as he kisses me.