[eng] Leave My Shit Outside ; Ziam

| author's note |

The name "Leave My Shit Outside" came from a song by ZAYN called "Outside". The lyrics keep going "or let me in" and mean a lot. In my interpretation it means something like: I have my own problems and they are with me. You can let me in with all of my stuff, or you can leave us outside. To get inside another person's life without our truth is, literally, to live an illusion for both sides.

Thereby, we can see throughout the story of Zaynie and Liam that they are always using (or trying to use) frankness in their relationship by talking, encouraging each other, providing support, without releasing their hands! And damn, they're so lovey-dovey, huh? But who dislikes all this honey, to spoon with someone? I love it.

Together with this partnership and comfort to deal with adversities, affection and intimacy exchange used to come too, and only then the love arrived. L-O-V-E. Love that is on each word, each gesture, each touch. A love that is intense like espresso and sweet like Coke.

For me to write this story was a huge adventure. Even if I already did something like this that involved my fetish and Zaynie's, nothing became this big (about the size) that I was OK to post. I put my heart into this book. My curiosities, my wishes, and... part of my drama too (I'm very good at this I think).

I am very happy to have been able to reach a result that makes me feel awesome. Of course, we always have things to get better, but I'm satisfied this way. For now, at least. To write this was something very light and pleasurable to live. I hope that reading this story was a great experience for you too.

Thank you everyone.

Love, Ben

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