[eng] Leave My Shit Outside ; Ziam

p ; YOU'LL NEVER FEEL LIKE YOU'RE ALONE

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LIAM'S POV

I wake up with the sunlight subtly coming through the blinds, but the enormous silence – except about the birds – tells me that it's too early to wake up on a Sunday.

Zaynie is snoring behind me, her face too pressed against my back that I'm questioning myself if she is still breathing or not. I guess they is. I close my eyes for a while, but I know that I won't get back to sleep. I haven't taken my pills for it, those few hours I slept was just because of this presence on my back. I sigh.

I pick my cell phone at the bedside table to find out that it is 5 in the morning. I can't help but laugh about my own situation. Besides the hour, I also check my notifications, there's a message from my friend.

LOUIS: How was the concert? Did you enjoyed the gift? You don't even talk to me now that you're dating

Dramatic.

LIAM: That was just amazing! Very very nice. When we left the stage we came to Zaynie's place. I'm awake now because I'm a jackass

The message is visualized in the same second I sent.

LOUIS: HAHAHAHAHA you're a jackass for sure

LIAM: 🖕

At least my nose feels better, I can breathe through it, but I won't trust too much. Don't wanna discover anything, people say that those who search for something will find out, right? If I've already found it without looking for it, better do not try.

I get up with a lot of care so I don't wake up this beautie with me, and I follow to the bathroom. I brush my teeth, wash my face, and also try to adjust my hair. Just try, that results in failure, but I gotta go back to bed so fuck it. It was more to occupy my mind.

Back in the bedroom I keep observing this place for a while, these artist posters on these walls, while Zaynie snores softly. She sleeps just like a sly puppy. I remember that, during last night, I had woken up with them rubbing on me, random body parts. For now, for example, they is hugging a pillow, the messy hair partially covering her face.

"NXXXGSHH! NXXXGSHH!" I try to sneeze not too loud. I hope it's only these. "NXXXGSHHOO!"

I sniffle and take my stuff to sit down again. Gonna take the morning medicine, at least what I have with me, and put my phone on the charger. I'm thirsty.

"Liam?" Zaynie calls me, voice cracking.

"Good morning, sunflower."

"What time is it?"

"5:37am"

"Why aren't you laying here with me? You gonna leave?"

"I lost sleep."

"It's been a long time?"

"No. Go back to sleep, babe." I leave my bag next to me. "Can I drink water from this sink?"

"I won't leave you alone." She breathes in and out, rubbing the face, then clears her throat. "Better not, only in the kitchen."

"HANXXGSHHH! Ah." I do another sniffle. "So I'm going downstairs."

"Bring me a cold water bottle, please?"

"Sure."

"Good morning, kitty." They comes closer with a pout, so I give her a peck on the lips.