𝘉𝘌𝘚𝘛𝘍𝘙𝘐𝘌𝘕𝘋'𝘚 𝘉𝘖𝘠𝘍𝘙𝘐𝘌𝘕𝘋

chapter 15

I kept crying thinking about all the things that happened within these few months. It was now four in the morning and jungkook still hasn't come back yet. I couldn't help but to think all the negative things they could do behind my back. Wiping my tears i started making my way to the bathroom.

Locking the door i looked in the mirror. And there was a girl standing with puffy eyes, red cheeks, messed up face, messed up body, messed up mind and messed up life. I couldn't recognize her properly. Is she the same girl who was so happy about her life a few months ago?

Is she the same girl who was so happy to get married?? Is she the same girl who was so thankful for her friends?? I look down for not being able to recognize myself right now. I can't believe it my husband and my best friend is doing something behind my back. Jungkook had already made it clear that he loved someone else. And that someone else happened to be my best friend.

But lisa?? What about her?? How could she betray me like this?? I treated her like my own sister. She could have told me that she loves jungkook then all this drama wouldn't have happened. I wouldn't have get hurt this much.

I flinched when i heard the front door open. The sound of the shoes made me know that it was jungkook. I looked in the mirror again and washed my face trying to look as presentable as i can. Even through it would be clear to him that i cried if he saw my face. Not like he would care if i cry or not.

I slowly got out of the bathroom. I saw him standing beside the bed. He looked shocked seeing me up right now. He cleared his voice before saying " i- i was out for walk as i couldn't sleep. " he stated looking away from me while i kept looking at him with my teary eyes. He couldn't look into my eyes like i caught him doing something he shouldn't have.

I didn't say anything just straight went to the bed and lay down covering my whole face. After some minutes i feel the other side of the bed sinking in as he also lay down. Tears again build in my eyes remembering what happened in the last few hours. How a person's whole life can change within just few hours.

** time skip **

Slowly opening my eyes adjusting to the sunlight coming through the window. I suddenly remembered what happened in the last few hours. I look at my side and saw the bed empty. He wasn't there anymore. I am not used to having him by my side it's just knowing what does he do or whose arms he must be right now the thoughts of it is killing me. They must be so happy with each other!!!

I sighed getting up from my bed going to the washroom to freshen up. I grip the counter infront of the mirror trying to get a hold of myself. " i- i can't be weak right now. I have to be strong. You are not weak yn. Prove to them that you are not weak. They are not worth your tears. " i whispered to myself while tears still kept falling from my eyes unstoppably.

** time skip **

" you already booked the tickets without telling me?? " jungkook said well to be corrected almost yelled at me. I looked at him with no emotions in my eyes and said
" i have to be there urgently. There is a important meeting which will hold tomorrow. " i said. He looked kinda... shocked. Because this is the first time i talk to him this coldly.

" you should have told me before. " he said. " why? It's not like you have someone waiting for you here right?? " i mockingly said to him raising my left eyebrow. He looked away from me clearing his throat. It's obvious that i got him off guard.
" n- no. it's final then we are going back today. " he said going out of the room.

I fall back on the bed. Tears build in my eyes. He probably went to her. He probably went to Lisa to say that he is going back today. Does that mean she will also be back in korea?? I thought getting up from the bed to pack my bags.
What will be mom dad's reaction when they will get to know about this?? What will jungkook's mom dad say when they will know what their son is doing??

What will Lisa's mom dad say when they will know their daughter is doing something so disgusting behind their back that to to her own best friend. Uncle aunty treat me like their own daughter since my childhood. They would be so disappointed in lisa when they will know about all this.

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" we are going back today. " jungkook said to Lisa who is standing near the window back facing him. " what!! Didn't you say you will go back after four more days here. " she said turning around to face him.
" yeah. It was supposed to be that but she said she have to attend a important meeting tomorrow so we have to go back urgently. " he said looking at her...

" will you come back to Seoul too?? " jungkook asked with a little hope in his voice. " i- i don't know jungkook. I really don't know. " Lisa said holding her head between her hands. He took her hands in between his assuring her. " will- will everything be like before jungkook?? " she said looking at their hands.

" i don't know Lisa. But i hope it will be like before. " he said holding her close hugging her.
" but even after everything she is still my best friend jungkook. She has done so much for me. That i feel guilty now to even touch you. I still can't forget all the things we both did together. " lisa said slightly pushing him away. He looked at her nodding his head before also pushing him back distancing himself.

" yeah right. After all she is still my wife. " he said looking away from her while she looked at him shocked. Because this is the first time jungkook called yn his wife. Lisa knew that he don't have any feelings for her but still after listening to him calling her his wife she can't help but to get a little jealous.

** time skip **

" why are you back suddenly?? You didn't even enjoyed your honeymoon properly. " mom said crossing her hands over her chest. " mom you know i just took over the company. Now i can't just go around traveling the world. " i said unpacking my stuffs. " you weren't traveling the world. You were there spending time with your husband. "

My hands stopped what they were doing at her words. Husband. Yeah husband who was meeting my best friend behind my back. " why are you not answering me? Aish what should i do with this girl?? " she said before finally going outside of my room. My mom dad come to our sorry to my and jungkook's house after knowing we were coming back today.

They couldn't just stop lecturing us why we came back before the due date. Somehow he managed his parents telling it was way too cold there for us. but my parents aren't settling with that. Sighing i started doing my work again. I guess i will just spend my night at my office. Atleast it will be peaceful unlike this house.

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The employees were greeting me with a big smile on their face. I also somehow smiled back at them. Opening the big door i entered in my office. Ahh it feels so good to be finally back again.
So it's time now to star to work again. This will atleast keep them out of my head. " listen yn, you have to be strong. Don't think about them and start working. " i said encouraging myself.

Suddenly the door flew open revealing a man in a full tuxedo. Hairs settled back with gel. One hand in his pocket and one holding the door that he just blast in into. I widened my eyes after seeing who is he. " God did he got more handsome or what." I whispered to myself. He raised his one eyebrow playfully and said " missed me sweetheart. " he stated with a proud smirk on my face. God how i wish i could wipe that smirk off of his face.