𝘉𝘌𝘚𝘛𝘍𝘙𝘐𝘌𝘕𝘋'𝘚 𝘉𝘖𝘠𝘍𝘙𝘐𝘌𝘕𝘋

chapter 20

** drunken mistake **
It might be wrong but it feels so damn right when it's with you.

I swear he looked damn hot above me, i didn't know she was getting all of this all these time. And now i am also. I am finally getting back what is mine. I moan in satisfaction when i felt him deep inside of me. This feeling is out of world, this is euphoric.

I don't know how to explain it in words. My heart skip a beat when i see him looking deep in my eyes along with deep inside me also. " look at me when i am fucking you. So i can see your look of satisfaction. " he growled chocking me slightly.

I whimper feeling myself getting out of breath. " ahhh shit
ju- jungkook slow down please. " i whine locking my hands on his neck. I feel on nine cloud now finally having him all by myself now but there is also a thing. That this might not be a sincere feeling for him. He might regret this in the next morning. He might even hate me.

But that's not what i care about now. Because now i just want to feel him, just want to have him, just want to let him ruin me. Because i might not get this again in the future. He might be in this bed with her not me. But now i want him, want him more than anything in this whole world.

** time skip **

I groaned slowly opening my eyes adjusting to the sunlight coming through the open window. The sun was shining brightly outside. I look at my side and saw jungkook sleeping peacefully while light snores were leaving his mouth.

His one hand was wrapped around my waist tightly. I look at him trying to picture this moment for forever in my mind. Because i know i will not get this again in the future, him sleeping so soundly beside me while holding me in his arms.

I put my hands on his cheek caressing it. He is so cute. His little pout makes me want to kiss him. I moved my head closer to his. Our nose touching each others. I was just about to kiss him on his lips when he suddenly started moving.

That's when i knew he is waking up now. So i quietly moved back and closed my eyes pretending to be asleep. He groaned before finally waking up. I hear a quiet
" fuck " from him. I knew it, he would regret this. He would regret our moment together.

I open my eyes a little trying to see what he is doing. He sat up and looks under the blanket, in which we both are completely naked. " shit shit shit.. " he said holding his head in his hands. I suck in a breath trying to be as quiet as possible.

" fuck how could i do this?? " he whispered getting down from the bed. I open my eyes after i feel the quietness around the room. I look around and saw him nowhere. I sit up properly pulling the blanket up to cover my chest. A sigh left my mouth.

As i remember last night, how we both were tangled up together and today he didn't even wanna see my face. After few minutes sitting on the bed doing nothing i got up and went to the bathroom to freshen up.

I saw marks all over my body as i stood infront of the mirror. It was the prove our love making. But maybe a prove that he don't wanna accept. I touched a particular one that is just above my collarbone and under the neck. It is painful yet beautiful.

I don't know whether to be happy or sad about it. Sighing i stand in the shower turning it on. The lukewarm water running down through my entire body relaxed me a lot. I needed this.

** time skip **

" so you are telling me that he just left like that?? " jimin said sitting beside me with no emotions in him. I couldn't say a word so i just nodded looking down.

He sighed throwing his head back. After few moments he suddenly got up from his seat grabbing my wrist, i look up to him in shock. " what- " " lets go with me. " he didn't let me complete before almost dragging me out of my office.

" where are we going jimin?? " i asked sitting in his car. " you will get to know soon baby. " he said sitting on the drivers seat, starting the car. I just keep quiet looking outside the window trying to keep my mind free from his thoughts. Time to time i could feel jimin taking glances at me but none of us didn't say anything.

** time skip **

" really park jimin!!! " i asked in disbelief throwing my hands in the air. " yes lee yn. " he said nodding his head with an innocent smile on his face. " so you are telling me you drove all the way back to your house just to bake a cake. " i asked still not believing him.

I mean why would suddenly in the middle of the day he wants to bake?? " yes now come lets start." He said taking out all the ingredients out of the cabinets. I also wear my apron finally giving in.

" i didn't bake since so long, so you have guide me. " i said taking the flour bag in my hand.
" don't worry miss yn, i park jimin your assistant today will help you with my all. " he said bowing to me professionally while i giggled seeing him like this.

" no you are not supposed to do that jimin. " i yelled in frustration seeing him mixing all the wrong things together. " but it's written here. " he said giving me his infamous puppy eyes.

" leave it. Let me do it. " i said taking the mixer from his hand.
Out of sudden he took some batter and put it on my nose.
" what the hell jimin!! " i said as i also put some on his cheeks.

" you will now regret it yn. " he said coming towards me while i started running. I look back and saw him also running behind me. All of a sudden my foot slipped and i fall on the couch but before falling i hold his shirt tightly causing him to fall on me also.

We both started laughing as soon as we look at each other. Our face is ruined by the cake batter, making me laugh even more. But i stopped laughing when i saw looking deep serious in my eyes.
Before i could say anything he hold my nape and started kissing me taking me off guard.

After a few seconds i also started kissing him back when i felt his hands caressing my waist. Our kiss started getting messier by each passing seconds. He started grinding his hips on mine making me moan.

" you are making it hard for me yn. " he suddenly said breaking the kiss. I frowned not knowing what is he talking about. Before i could say anything his kisses trailed down to my neck to my collarbone. My breath hitched when he started giving me open mouth kisses.

Again a moan escaped my mouth when he started sucking on my sweet spot. " we should stop before i lose my control. " he said backing away from me. I look at him while breathing heavily trying to catch my breath.

I also got up after a minute, seeing him already in the kitchen putting the cake batter in to the microwave. He look behind at me and smiled making his eyes disappeared. I awe at him.

" now lets watch a movie while waiting for the cake. " he proposed as i give in immediately to pass the time.
" don't tell me now that you wanna watch fifty shades of grey." I asked in disbelief.

" yeah what's wrong in it?? " he said taking a popcorn in his mouth. " absolutely nothing. " i sarcastically said nodding my head..... " have you thought about anything that what are you gonna say to jungkook?? " he say without looking at him.

" i really don't know about it. Above that i actually didn't even though about it. But what i wanna do now is confront lisa about everything. I want to know the truth from her side. She actually got some explanation to do. " i say still keeping my eyes focused on the big tv infront of me.