𝘉𝘌𝘚𝘛𝘍𝘙𝘐𝘌𝘕𝘋'𝘚 𝘉𝘖𝘠𝘍𝘙𝘐𝘌𝘕𝘋

chapter 36

" Sweetheart. " my head snapped hard enough toward the source of the voice that i almost hear my neck cracking. I tried to put on a smile seeing him but today something is definitely off about him. The way he was looking at me, i almost felt scared.

" Jimin. " i say as he started walking toward me slowly. I got up from my seat and went in front of the table, i could practically hear my own heart beating in my ribs. Swallowing the lump in my throat i try to say something but one look from him was enough to keep my mouth shut.

His steps toward me was slow but still my breathing got rigid seeing him. I don't know why i am feeling sacred but something was telling me he is not the jimin i see everyday. He pressed his hands each side of me on the table trapping me. I lean backward even without my knowing.

There was a time when i used to seek comfort in his arms but today i am feeling some dangerous energy coming from him. " W- what are you doing? " i asked. His lips curl into a small smirk sensing the fear from my voice. Now i feel stupid enough to shutter in front of him.

" You didn't seem to getting away from me when i touched you before so what happened now sweetheart? " his voice was dangerously low and threatening when he said that. I was still processing all his words when i didn't realize his hand went to my hair tugging it slightly forward to him.

" Or you seem to be liking your husband's touch more now? " Anger was clearly visible in his eyes as he said that. I am so scared of him now as i have never been before. His grip on my hair tighten making me hiss. A sharp pain spread through my scalp from his grip.

" You both got close because of this right? " he asked pressing his  other hand of my belly. My eyes widened, i feel the hair on my necj risen as sudden fear spread all over my body at his remark. He looked down and chuckled darkly.

" At first i choose to ignore this but then realized it was my biggest mistake ever. " his eyes darkened as he look up to me in my eyes. A drop of sweat roll down from my forehead.

" Abort it. " he said slowly and calmly. This time instead of fear, anger spread in my body. How dare he say to kill my child, our child. My teeth clenched together feeling disgust all over my body. Is this the man i used to seek comfort to?

My hands come in contact with his chest pushing him with all my strength. He definitely wasn't expecting that as he stumbled back upon himself before composing himself again. A look of shock came on his face before vanishing as quickly as it came.

" How dare you say that to me? " i ask didn't caring if my voice is loud enough to hear outside the office. He looked at me for a second before laughing, literally laughing! Like this is all funny to him. He started shaking his head like he is in disbelief as i said that to him.

" You didn't say that to me when i was giving you my love all these days. And now that you are carrying his blood in your womb you started giving your love to him instead. If you wanted a child that desperately you should have told me already. I would have given you a child a lot sooner for god sake. "

He said also raising his voice in the last sentence as my disgust only grew towards him. " This isn't you jimin. How can you say that? I thought we were friends. "

I said but it seems like something snapped in him as he marge forward to me taking my hand in his before twisting my body making my back his his chest. He then twist my arms behind me, a groan left my mouth feeling the pain. I am sure i will see the area of my hand bruised after

" Yeah fucking friend, that friend that you kiss like your life is depended on him. That friend that you almost fucked. "

His harsh words made me close my eyes as i remember all the things i did with him. And do i regret it after seeing him like this? Hell yes.

" How would you feel yn, how would you fucking feel after loving someone for so long that you don't even remember it. And when you are gone for sometimes, you come back only to find out that that person is already married to someone else. But then when you thought that you finally got that person but then see them making out with their fucking partner in an elevator. Oh and bonus that person is also pregnant with her lover's child. "

I slowly take in his words as i process all that. Then i remember that the shadow i saw on the elevator was him, him watching me and jungkook like that. That's why jungkook kissed me like he was claiming me.

" Wouldn't you feel fucking devastated like i am feeling now? I tried so fucking hard to get but that jeon got you without any efforts only because of his blood inside you right? "

He said pressing my stomach hard on the table in front of me. A moan escaped my mouth before i could stop it feeling the sudden pain. " N- no no jimin please don't! Stop it- ahh " i couldn't complete my sentence as he pressed me even harder on the table.

I can't even fight him as he is so much more stronger than me. I started claw on the table trying not to put much pressure on my stomach as the pain only started to increase.

" Tell me yn will i get you again if i get rid of his child inside you? " he said putting his face on my neck before inhaling deeply. Once upon a time i used to find comfort whenever he did that but i can't help feeling disgusted.

" Please jimin don't do this. " i said trying my best not to shutter as i feel my lashes getting wet and my vision getting blurred.

" Oh no sweetheart i am so sorry but i have to do this to make you mine again. I didn't mean to hurt but seems like you didn't left me with any other options. "

My fear started coming back clawing at my body. Taking breaths seems to hurt me now as it feels like someone just dropped me in a room with no oxygen. Like someone just ripped all my energy out of my body as my knees started to go weak now, if it wasn't his body pressing hardly against mine i would have dropped on the floor.

He put even more pressure on my back as my stomach pressed even harder on the table making vision blacken. My thighs clenched together as i feel heavy liquid coming out and all the hopes that were in me slowly started to vanish. A tear run down my cheek as i feel so fucking useless that i can't even protect my child.

Before he could put some more pressure a loud sound from the door startled both of us. Before i could do or say anything, i hear

" How fucking dare you touch my wife like that!! "

Jungkook. That's the last thing i hear before i feel jimin move away from me and my body finally gave out as i drop on my knees and letting the blackness take me in.