𝘉𝘌𝘚𝘛𝘍𝘙𝘐𝘌𝘕𝘋'𝘚 𝘉𝘖𝘠𝘍𝘙𝘐𝘌𝘕𝘋

Chapter 24

******* seventeen and we got a dream to have a family and everything in between and then suddenly we turned twenty three...
Now we got pressure to take our lives more seriously....
We got dead end jobs and got bills to pay... half our friends are now our enemies...
And now i am thinking back to when i was young...
Back to the day when i was falling in love...*******

He cupped my both cheeks and said, " are you okay?? do you need me to take you to the hospital?? "
I just shaked my head as no as i don't know what to say. I again look up to him gathering the courage and said, " Jimin i think i am pregnant. "

I said with concern visible in my tone. For a moment i think i saw some an unknown emotion known to me in his eyes. I don't know what to say about it but his facial expression turned completely different from what i have ever seen. For a moment i think there is a complete different person standing in front of me.

This is not the jimin i know. There is an unknown danger behind his eyes. I am starting to get scared seeing him like this. I know i shouldn't but i can't help myself. I also he wouldn't do anything to hurt me. " How can you be so sure about this yn?? " he asked clenching his jaw.

" I- i have been getting the symptoms for the past few days. So i thought i might be pre- pregnant. I haven't took any tests yet. " I said looking everywhere but his eyes as i couldn't look in them anymore. After i found them whole different from what i have ever seen.

" Why didn't you tell me this before yn?? " he said holding my shoulders tightly to the point where it started to hurt. " I wasn't sure before jimin. But i think now that i must be really actually pregnant. " I said holding his hands trying to loosened his grip from my shoulders.

Seeing my efforts he must have understand that i am feeling scared. His expression also become concerned and guilty for scaring me. " I- i am sorry yn. I was just so shocked that i didn't realized that i scared you. " He said holding my hands softly between his.

" It- it's okay jimin. " I said looking down at my feets because i am still uncomfortable with all this situation. Seeing my state he must have understood that i am actually not okay he wrapped his hands around my waist and pulled me into his chest hugging me tightly.

" I am really sorry princess. " He whispered in my ear still holding me tightly. I also wrapped my hands around his torso feeling finally safe in his arms. " Does jungkook know about this?? " He said pulling away just enough to look me in my eyes but his arms are still wrapped around me tightly.

I just shake my head as no. Because i still don't know how will i say this to him knowing clearly that he wouldn't want this child. Hell, he would probably even tell me to abort it. But i not even in my whole life would even think about it. After all it is my child. My own blood which is raising in my womb.

" Did you plan anything about it? " jimin said caressing my head. This time also i shake my head as no.
" Don't worry we will plan something together. " He said smiling making me smile also. But this time his smile didn't reach his eyes as before. This time there was something else behind his smile.

" Does jennie know about it?? "
" No i didn't tell anyone anything. "
I said pulling my hands away from him creating a little distance between us. Which obviously he didn't like much but didn't say anything about it.

** Time skip **

" Why are you so quiet today yn?? Say something. " Jennie said intertwining our hands together.
" Jennie i don't know what to do. Everything has become so messed up. All of our lives have turned upside down. i- i just don't know what to fucking do now. " I said dropping my head between my hands feeling suffocated of my surroundings.

She placed a hand on my shoulder in a caring way. " Yn ah you must not give up at this moment. I know it's really hard for you now but you must fight. The yn i know will not give up no matter what. She is so strong you know. " Jennie said trying to light up the mood.

I let out a quiet chuckle before speaking again " but that's the problem jen, the yn you know have died a long time ago. Now this yn is completely helpless. " I said as tears started building up in my eyes. Seeing no way she let out a heavy sigh before pulling me into a hug.

But that was the last bit of my patience going away with the hug. As i broke down in tears as soon as i also hugged her back. She kept patting my back as my tears also kept streaming down nonstop. All this time i was fighting alone so i didn't cared about anyone or anything.

But now i have a little life growing inside of me. That's why i am scared now. Scared of the consequences coming ahead of me. But what will be jungkook's reaction when he will get to know about this?? after all this is his child also. His own blood is growing inside my belly. Will he accept this or not??

All this questions were running inside my head. But all this time we didn't noticed that there was a person standing outside of my door.

...........

My eyes widened seeing jungkook in the dinner table. I don't even see him in the house usually so this is definitely a new thing. He cleared his throat seeing me as I didn't realized that i was staring at him. Feeling so embarrassed i look down at my feet going to my chair as well.

He was sitting right in front of me. The place is so silent that it started bothering me. This is rather an uncomfortable silence which i didn't like. We both were eating rather than just gluping down the food in our throat as quick as we can.

Should i just tell him about my pregnancy?? What will be his reaction then?? Maybe at first he would spit out all the food in his mouth then choke. And then maybe he will faint out of shock.
I giggle silently thinking all this.

" What are you laughing at?? " he said in his usual deep voice that always sent shivers down my spine. " No- nothing. " Shit why do i have to shutter in front of him?? looking down i just started gluping down the soup that at one point i start to choke.

Suddenly i see a glass of water being placed in front of me. Without thinking twice i started drinking that. After calming down i realized that it was his glass. Because my glass was still in it's place perfectly like before.

Gluping the lump in my throat i don't know what to do. Should i give this back to him or maybe just keep it here. I slowly look at him only to find out he is eating his food feeling completely unbothered like nothing happened at all.

After sometimes he finally look at me before saying " i forgot to say this before, mom dad are coming tomorrow morning so you have to shift in my room for a few days. "
" Mom dad are WHAT!!!! " i said well almost shout still processing the words that came out from his mouth just a few seconds ago.

" I guess you heard me right. " He said still eating like this is the most normal conversation in the entire world. " B- but why do i have to shift in your room?? " shit why did i again shutter?? This time he will definitely think of me as an idiot.

" Do you wanna let mom dad know that we sleep in different rooms. Then they sure as hell will creat a big scene for it. " Well damn he is right though. But- but how will i stay in the same room as him. I was supposed to surprise him about my pregnancy not this. It's like he made me completely shocked telling this.

I cleared my throat before saying
" So when do i have to shift?? " i said trying to compose my posture.
" Right now. " Oh man holy shit here i go again feeling completely..... well fucked up.

......

" Damn why do you have so many things?? it's like my back will almost break just by shifting your things. " He said stretching his back. Not gonna lie he looked so funny right now that i couldn't control the laughter coming out from my mouth.

This time he looked at me shocked
" Excuse me!! Are you laughing at me while i am breaking my back when helping you. " He said pointing his index finger at me.
" Well not my fault though that you are weak. " I said this time controlling my laugh with all my strength seeing his face.

He looked like he is gonna bust at any moment. But without saying anything he just grabbed the box at his feet and went from here. And this time i almost lost my balance laughing my heart out. God it's been so long since i laughed like this. Well i guess it's gonna be a quite hell of a ride staying in the same room as well as in the same bed as him. But i guess i am completely ready for it.