𝘉𝘌𝘚𝘛𝘍𝘙𝘐𝘌𝘕𝘋'𝘚 𝘉𝘖𝘠𝘍𝘙𝘐𝘌𝘕𝘋

chapter 29

Days will pass into years but i will always remember you in my silent tears.

In front of me i see a smiling jimin who is really happy to see me. But his smile also faded as soon as he saw jungkook beside me who is still looking so calm as ever. But the tension between the air is too thick not to notice. 

Jimin's eyes were piercing through jungkook's. His eyes were also glaring into jimin's. I didn't know what to do. I kept standing there looking back and forth between them. Suddenly i felt a hand on my waist pulling me. I stumbled on my feet crushing on jungkook's chest.

That's when i realized it was him pulling towards him. My eyes widened in shock. The look in his eyes, it's- it's omg don't tell me he is jealous. I look at him, his eyes were burning holes in jungkook's hand that was holding me. His grip on my waist was tight, so tight as if he is scared to let me go.

" What are you doing here?? " jimin asked looking at jungkook.
" i should ask you this. What are you doing in my wife's office. " he said pressuring the words my wife. My heart skipped a beat at his words. He said that a few times but still it makes my heart feel like it's about to burst out any moment.

Jimin cleared his throat making me look at him. And this time he is looking at me. I was about to say something but then jungkook squeezed my waist making me flinch a little. I look back at him, but he is still glaring at jimin.

" So Mr. Park if you don't mind can you please give us some private time?? You know as husband and wife we really wanna spend some time alone. " After saying that, he looked at me. His eyes staring deep in mine. All of a sudden i feel like i am hypnotized by him.

I couldn't move or feel anything beside me or around me. I feel like i am floating in the air with him holding me tightly. This is the same eye i fell in love first. The same eye that held no emotions when it used to look at me before.

But now something is different. Like something changed. A change that maybe i am not ready to accept or handle. But i know it. I knew it in this very moment that maybe a huge difference will come in my life.

I used to pray everyday for this emotion to show in his eyes. I used to cry myself to sleep in the hope of seeing this. But that it's there i suddenly don't know what to do.

I break the eye contact between us feeling someone hold my wrist. I look down and saw jimin holding my hand, looking me in the eye. Before i could say something jungkook pulled my hand back and pushed me behind him standing in front of me.

" Mr. Park i am repeating myself again, i want some time alone with my wife so can you please leave? " jungkook asked more like commanded. I stay quiet not knowing what his intensions are.

Jimin looked at me one last time before going away. I look at him leaving, clearly he is angry. I can sense it from him. Jungkook stepped aside to let him go as i watch him. He opened the door and slammed it shut after behind him without looking back.

" He is my friend, you know that right? " i said crossing my arms around my chest waiting for an explanation from him. " yeah i know. " he shrugged, going to the couch sitting on it spreading his legs wide open.

My eyes follow from his eyes to his lips, to his neck where the first two buttons of his shirt is open. He is wearing a white shirt under his blue suit. I used to think he looks sexy wearing black only, but nah man he proves me wrong every time he wears any different color.

I let my eyes go down to his waist and to his crotch. It's quite visible as he is manspreading right now. I bite my lips trying to control all the dirty thoughts i am getting after seeing that. I look away quickly trying not to stare at him, in which i already failed.

I look at him again after hearing footsteps coming toward me. His left hand is in his pocket and the right is brushing his lower lips with the thump looking at me. My heart immediately skipped a beat feeling him coming closer to me. He didn't stopped untill he came this close where both of our foots are slightly touching and we are breathing the same air now.

I tried to take a step back only for him to take a step forward also. My hands clenched the fabrics of my dress trying to calm my nerves a little. I tried to keep the eye contact between us but the intimacy in it was to much for me to handle.

My feet got stuck on the ground, i couldn't move anymore. I look away not being able to look in his eyes anymore. I tried to look at everywhere but him. His height almost towered over me. I bite my lips trying to control my breathing a little bit. I would be lying if i say i didn't see his eyes darkening seeing me biting my lips.

This time i look in his eyes with confidence trying to see through him. My lips curve into a little smirk seeing the obvious lust in his eyes for me. I tilt my head a little bit still biting my lips but this time seductively. I lean forward to him almost touching our lips.

His hands went toward my waist just above my hips, my breath hitched making my lungs go numb. His hand is barely touching my skin, still it feels like the area is on fire, no no no my whole is on fire right now. My skin is literally burning by his single touch.

I hold my breath feeling him caressing my waist with his thumb. It's just a single little touch but it still taking my breath away from me. I could see his eyes taking glances to my lips time by time. This is the very first time we came this close since that night happened.

I flinch lightly after hearing the loud noise of his ringtone. He backed away from me clearing his throat, feeling obviously overwhelmed by this little moment of ours. I finally released  my breath that i didn't know i was holding for god knows how long.

I finally take a long breath that my lung were screaming at me for not taking since so long. This time we both looked at everywhere but each other. He answered his call while i take mine out from my purse to check all the messages i got within this few minutes.

I sigh seeing a whole lot of 13 messages from different numbers, some were from my clients while some my secretary telling me about the upcoming meetings and all. I look up to jungkook and see him still taking on his phone.

He is massaging my forehead with one hand and the other is on his ear holding his phone. I immediately look away after i see him also looking up to me. i felt the fluttering feelings in my stomach seeing him. And did i liked it?? Hell yeah.

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** Jimin pov **

I take the vase from the table and throw it across the marble floor. I see it shuttering into hundred pieces just like what i am feeling inside my heart. All fucking shuttered. I look around the whole room seeing all the papers lying around in the floor, all the shattered pieces of glass and all the mess i made after i came out of her office.

There is was!!! She choose him. She fucking choose him over me. All the hard work i did all this months, all the things i did to win her trust, all the plans i made to make her choose me, all the things i did to make her hate him, shuttered right in front of me. And i couldn't do anything about it.

How in the hell could she do that? Why in the hell she can't see all the efforts i am making to make her mine? Just like i am doing it since the last few years. I down at my hand after feeling a little burning feeling on it, and i saw it covered in blood, probably some glass pieces went in it. But it's the last thing for me to concern about right now.

Suddenly i hear the door open, my jaw clenched, feeling the build up anger on whoever that person is. Right now i want to be alone, i fucking need to be alone. I turned around all ready to burst out on that person but i couldn't after seeing who that is.

I run my fingers across my hairs, taking deep breaths trying to control my anger but still failed.
" What are you doing here? " i asked calmly. At least as calmly as i could but still it came out rude and i don't fucking care about it.

" when are you gonna stop jimin? " he asked as i became even more angrier then before.
" Why the fuck can't you understand taehyung that i can't stop!!! I can't fucking stop, not after all this. I love her god damn it. But why can't she see that? "