𝘉𝘌𝘚𝘛𝘍𝘙𝘐𝘌𝘕𝘋'𝘚 𝘉𝘖𝘠𝘍𝘙𝘐𝘌𝘕𝘋

chapter 32

He didn't move, i couldn't move. We both stayed like that. He is moving his lips, he is just pressing them against mine. My eyes are shut closed while my hands are turned into fists on both on side.

He pulled away breaking the kiss. I slowly open my eyes and found him staring at me deeply. He licked his lips still staring in my eyes before grabbing my thighs pulling them up, he wrapped my legs around his torso. I let out a gasp at his actions.

My hands automatically went to his neck, holding him tightly. He maintained his eye contact with me while walking toward the side table. I bite my lips still flabbergasted at all this. He placed me on the table standing between my legs.

My legs are still wrapped around his torso and his hands are now on my hips. I gasp loudly when he suddenly grind his hips on mine. His right hand started tailing up on my body, from my hips to my waist to the side of my boobs to my neck and finally to my hair.

He slightly tug my hair pulling my face to his. My mouth is still open trying to keep my lungs still alive at this moment. His upper lips is slightly touching my lower one. I hissed when he pulled my hair a little too tightly.

His growing buldge is pressed against my heat. He is slightly rotating his hips in circular motion making my panties even more dampened. " ju- jungkook "
As soon as his name left from my mouth, his lips came crashing down at mine.

This isn't just a peck or a kiss. This is way more than a kiss. His lips are doing way more than just kiss. They are sucking, biting and licking mine like these are the last meal he will ever have. His hands are everywhere on my body and i can't locate mine.

His hard chest is pressing on mine, i can feel his heart beating as first as mine. I clench my thighs tight when his tongue came in contact with mine. But him standing between my legs made this movement such a bold move that we both could feel our heats together.

His hand move down to my skirt which is risen upwards because of my position. He put his hand on my inner thigh caressing the area while slightly moving his fingers upwards. And even before i could know it his fingers found the hem of my panty under the skirt.

He traced the sideline of it with his forefinger. I gasp in his mouth which he swallowed before breaking the kiss. He placed a peck on my forehead before moving his lips on my jaw. I move my head upward feeling him slightly biting my jaw. His hand is still under my skirt.

He started placing kisses all around the area while his hand slightly pushed my panty aside. I whimpered when his thumb brushed my clit. I try to close my legs, he only spread them even more. His lips came in contact with my collarbone while at the same time he pressed his thumb even harder.

I let out a cry out of both pleasure and pain. His teeth sunk in my skin while his middle finger also found my entrance. I let out a loud moan when he pushed his finger in a little bit. And then he suddenly stopped, i try to look at him but his face is buried in my neck.

His fingers are still there, moving a little time by time. After sometimes he removed his finger and also moved his face from my neck. I look at him but his eyes are still closed, he looked down taking a deep breath he connected our foreheads together.

This time i also close my eyes feeling his breath on my cheeks. I bring my hands to his shoulders holding him tightly but more likely to hold myself up. I wanted to ask him why he stopped but i couldn't. He placed his hand on my stomach caressing it slightly.

I open my eyes and saw him already looking at me. This time i clearly can see all the things i wanted to see for the past few months. Love, was visible in his eyes for me. He is looking at me with so much love that i almost teared up.

" You are carrying my child yn. " he said with a smile that made my heart skip a beat. He is genuinely happy at this, i could see it in his eyes that he is as excited for this child as i am. I tried to smile but for some reasons i couldn't.

" Did you tell mom dad about this? I should call them. Mom will be in cloud nine after hearing this. " he said. I barely shake my head that he barely noticed as no body knew about this news except jimin. Jimin, what about him? How- how i should tell all this to him? All these days we did so many things that can't count as friends only.

Deep down i know i am certainly more than just a friend to him. I could clearly see that in his actions. The care he did for me was actually from his feelings for me. I would lie if i say that that didn't mean anything to me. He was there for me when i needed someone the most.

He stayed beside me at my worst times. He continued to stay beside me even after knowing i love someone else. The love that i couldn't give to him. He stayed even after knowing that someone else's child is growing in my womb.

But he knew from the start that this is all what u really want. The love that i really want from him is the love of a friend but i really did cross my lines there. I realize that this is the time that now i have to choose between the two of them. I look at jungkook watching him happily sharing this news to his mother.

What would be his reaction after knowing i kissed another man? What would he say after knowing i stayed with another man almost everyday since this past few months. But then again i am not the only one doing all that. He was first to do it and i just followed his rules.

" What did she say? " i asked after seeing him cut the call. He smiled before wrapping his hands around me again taking me in his embrace. " She was so happy that she started crying. She said she would call your mom now. They would all be so happy. " his smile never left his mouth while saying all this.

This time i also smiled. He bring his hand to my cheek " Thank you yn, for everything. For keeping up with me while i was being a jerk. For still staying with me all this time. For giving me the best gift in my entire life. For every single thing you have done. I love you yn, i love you so so fucking much. "

He leaned in trying to kiss me but i moved my head away pressing my right hand to his chest trying to keep some distance between us. He looked at me in confusion and in slight fear that i could see in his eyes.

He is looking at me fearfully this time, i think praying in his mind for me not to do the thing that he is actually fearing. I feel kind of different emotions in me knowing that his fear is actually coming to be true. I look at him trying to look as cold as i can. I could see the slight tears beaming in his eyes.

Like he is actually requesting me not to say what i am about to say right now. Like i am about to shatter all his dreams right now. Well to bad i am actually about to.

" I don't love you jungkook. "