Untamable Beast (Hunter x Hunter Killua Fanfiction)

C.11: Better Unsaid

Previously...
Killua I'm glad of knowing your name but I'm also worried about you. I'm a monster, an untamable monster.

"Control can be more blinding than the inability to see." I whispered to myself.
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April's POV
Arriving to the place where everyone was waiting I spotted Killua and the others. We were waiting for the chairman's airship.

"Hey guys!" I said smiling.

"Hey, Dimples why do you have blood on you arm and your cheek?" He asked worriedly.

"Oh that's nothing. Um I was bored and got in a fight with the person who was hunting me." I looked away.

"How is that nothing?! You are fucking hurt!" Killua screamed holding my arm tightly. I snatched my arm back.

"I've been through worse..." I muttered rubbing my arm.

"I'm sorry, I just got mad that someone did that to you." He said softly.

The airship arrived and we all got in it. The chairman announced he would doing some interviews. I sat on a small little bench looking out the window.

"Father I will complete this exam but... There are other things on my mind. Like Killua..." I sighed.

Suddenly I felt someone's hand on my shoulder. OMG someone is going to kill me! I attacked the intruder and pinned him to the ground.

"DIMPLES!! What the fuck are you doing? It's me Killua!" The intruder shouted which I now know that it's Killua. I started blushing realizing that I'm on top of him. I started screaming and I slapped him.

"Dimples!! What's wrong with you?!?" I froze not knowing what the hell I'm doing.

Then all I know is that now Killua was holding me down.

"Sorry I panicked okay? You can't go around touching people while they're in deep thought."

I notice he wasn't hearing anything I said he was looking at my lips. My heart started beating rapidly.

Out of nowhere I felt all this confidence rush into me. I looked at his eyes and wrapped my arms around his neck nearing his face to mine. I was about to kiss him but he beat me to it. He crashed his lips onto mine.

What the fuck... HE KNOWS HOW TO KISS.

His warm lips moved with mine.

I'm screaming inside my mind while I kiss the assassin I love. We were interrupted by the speakers.

"Now, number 100." I stood up rapidly walking to the reception room.

"That's not the way Dimples." Killua chuckled.

"Oh I knew that. I was just like you know. Chilling... Ugh that came out worse than I expected it to." I face-palmed and walked the right direction.

"Oh! Kill-ua..."

He was already gone! Mysterious. I fucking love that.

'April you could at least thank me you know.'

Wait where's that voice coming from.

'From your mind you idiot!'

My subconscious?

'OMG NO! It's me Leah.'

Why do I have to thank you.

'Because I gave you confidence back there. I can basically give you my emotions, exchange them or erase them. It could be forever or temporary. You should at least fix yourself you are about to see the chairman. Unless you want to give out that you just made out with the little assassin.'

I can see her winking at the end of that sentence in my mind.

'Oh remember that this is just the beginning of me "your monster" becoming one with you. Well good luck and talk to you later.'

I fixed my hair and opened the door.

"Have a seat!" Netero said cheerily.

I don't think of him as a wise old man more like a perverted wise old man.

I sat down and looked around the room never making eye contact. Eye contact lets your enemy or opponent know a lot of things about you.

"So why do you want to become a hunter?" He asked.

"Training, becoming stronger and to make my father proud. Another but it's private." I said looking at a potted plant in the back.

"Okay. Now who of the other remaining examinees interests you the most?"

"99." I simply said not caring to give an explanation.

"Whom do you not wish to fight right now?"

"No one. I fight anyone even if it's my own father."

"Thanks now you can leave. I notice you didn't look me in the eye, April." Netero said knowing what I was doing.

"I have my reasons." I said walking out of the room.

Closing the door I caught my breathe. Walking back to the lonely little bench.

I touched my lip. Killua I don't know if you do but I...

I love you but I don't want to hurt you so it's better unsaid.

I think...

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Author's Note
Hey guys! It's been long since I posted a chapter of I'm Awkward so yeah here's this. I don't know if it's actually that good. This weekend I'm going to Comic Con with jani_smiles So I don't know if I will be able to post. Hope you enjoyed. Thanks to all of those who vote and comment.

Love you all, Stay beautiful
~Truffs