Untamable Beast (Hunter x Hunter Killua Fanfiction)

C.17: Letting go.

Previously...
My path getting clearer I was blinded by the light. I drowned inside the applauses of the audience. I looked at the other corner spotting my opponent...

The Ripper.
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April's POV
Hiding behind a black mask was The Ripper. Menacingly taking his time to step closer. I took a deep breathe before taking a step near the masked man. He got too close for my likings but I froze when he took off his mask. I instantly forgot everything I just stared at the horrifying face. Revealing his scratched skin and bloody face. Putting on his mask I stared at him. He chuckled darkly throwing me a glare. Feeling a sharp pain on my stomach, I clutched it. Trying to regain the oxygen to my lungs. I then knew the fight just started and I wasn't prepared. 

Hit after hit, my body shook trying to get up. Every inch of my skin was burning. Everything felt so surreal. Was I really going to lose. Another kick to my back and I landed on the other side of the ring. Pulling myself up took most of my energy. His laughter made me want to scream. I hated this! I knew it... I'm worthless.

Everything was hazy, only recognizing the throbbing pain every hit left. Standing up again I battled to catch my breathe. Taking one step at a time, I struggled. Suddenly everything before me became red. All I saw was red. I felt as every part of my body was covered in flames. I saw my katana on the far left corner. If I could just... Gasping I felt him kick me. Stepping on my arm, he kneeled down.

"Guess this is the end for you. Hah how cute. Just another useless kid who didn't know what they were doing." He turned around like he just stepped on an ant.

I. Will. Make It. Out. Alive.

Standing up again I cringed at the excruciating pain in my arm. Looking at my katana I hurried. Three steps more. Two. One.

Taking it in my hand I felt my body burn. I looked down at my arms watching as I was now surrounded by flames. This pain wasn't the same as his hits. It was bearable. Feeling my eyes close, everything went white.

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Snapping my eyes opened I smirked.

"Guess it's time, April. Say hello to your monster." I said while a smirked played on my face.

I watched as my katana consumed my flames. My hair now flaming red. The Ripper stared wide eyed. Walking behind him I said.

"Just like a moth you were lured to my flames. Guess this is the end for you." Laughing darkly I pierced my katana in his back.

Throwing him to the ground I stared at the lifeless body. Watching the pool of blood under my feet I felt no remorse nor sadness. I felt powerful because all this time my other part waited patiently while I got hurt and broken. Even if I didn't want to I can't change fate. Since the day I was born and until the day I die I will always be an untamable monster.

Closing my katana I walked out the arena which was filled with gasps and muffled sounds.

"Told you we would become one and far stronger from anyone. Merging two monsters making an untamable beast." I suddenly realized what just happened. Falling to the ground I held my arm that once was broken. It was like none of those injuries happened.

Staring at my hands tears threatened to fall.

"Huh I can't do anything now, can I? There's no going back. Stuck with this monster inside of me forever... I guess I got to this now." Tears fell down my chin.