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April's POV
I gazed at my feet not sure if my Hatsu will work in the fight. Tomorrow will be my first fight and I have a bad feeling about it. I wonder what Killua and Gon must be doing. Maybe they are practicing they have upcoming fights, but mine is first. In my television a bright message flashed.
"Tomorrow April VS Ripper." I trembled as I read the message.
Why am I trembling it's just a stupid fight. I've fought my father before and I'm still alive...
"Okay this is not helping at all." I said rubbing my temples.
Maybe I'll go walk around town to clear my mind up. Taking my katana I walked outside. I can't leave such a precious item lying around. I must protect this katana. It's the only reminder I'll have of my life.
Walking out the entrance the cold air hit me. I looked at the sky seeing as the snow fell. Sitting on a nearby bench, my mind drifting into it's own thoughts.
Only one thought roaming around my mind slowly destroying me. Making me feel weak and useless but I need to get through today. Tomorrow will be my fight. I need to do it for...
Cold tears started falling on my lap. I hugged my knees trying to get warmth. You may ask yourself, why is she sitting on a bench when it's snowing? Well I... I want to feel something. I'm just a broken piece which is trying to fit in. A monster surrounded by the world. I need an answer but... It's to late.
Even if I'm stronger than some I'm still vulnerable. The cold air freezing my bones, making me feel something that everyone feels... Pain.
Suddenly two warm arms crept behind my back. Embracing me. I rose me head gazing at the face which made me fall in love... The person which will be the death of me.
"April what are you doing here?" His voice was soft and displayed care. His thumb wiping my tears. Every movement his finger made leaving trails among my skin.
"Thinking..." I mumbled feeling another wave of freezing air hit me.
He sat next to me taking my hand in his.
"What's wrong? And please do not lie to me." He said with all seriousness.
I love him, I do but I can't tell him. The truth is too much. If I told him he would risk himself for me. I can't have that.
"I um... I uh. I fell down the stairs..." I mentally face-palmed myself at the stupid answer I just gave him.
"Are you alright?" He said worried.
Wait... Hold on a second. Did he actually believe that? Oh okay.
"Yes. I'm fine. We should head back or you won't get any sleep." I stood up looking at him.
He then stood next to me, whispering in my ear. "I would lose my sleep even if it meant staying with you." I stiffened walking backwards. I fell landing on the cold ground.
He chuckled helping me up. "Come on let's go inside or you'll freeze to death." I flinched at the previous words.
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Huh so today's my fight. Why can't I just hide inside a kitchen cabinet and never come out? I walked outside my room with my katana on my back.
I stood in front of Killua's door. Conflicted if I should open the door or not. During my little argument with myself, I failed to notice that Killua was standing in front of me.
"Uh.. Hi. Um Room Service!" I chuckled shakily.
"I'll be going now." I said turning around but before I could take another step he caught me by my arm.
"Stay here. What if this is the last time I'll ever see you? What if you... Die?" His voice was truthful and filled with grief almost as if he believed I was going to die.
I wrapped him in my embrace, whispering. "I'm not going to die. Why would you even think that?"
"Just a feeling." He shrugged bringing me inside.
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Sitting down on his bed I looked at my toes. He placed his hand my shoulder but this time I felt nothing.
"Today's your fight and I know you will do great." He said smiling.
His smile made me feel weak. I faked a smile looking into his eyes.
"Killua... I um uh I'm scared. I feel so weak not talking about physical strength but mentally. I'm not prepared, my mind isn't in the right place..." I was cut by his lips being pressed on mine.
Our lips separated as he pressed his forehead on mine.
"Don't be scared because you are the strongest person I've ever met. Strong enough to make me weak." I smiled feeling loved for once.
"April I..."
"Oh shit I better get going I'm going to be late. See you at the fight." I slowly closed the door seeing his body slowly dissapear behind large door.
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Walking down the stairs I felt the air get hotter or is it me... Wait I'm not kidding I feel like I'm surrounded by fire. Taking deep breathes I slowly cleared my mind only leaving one thought roaming around. The fight.
My path getting clearer I was blinded by the light. I drowned inside the applauses of the audience. I looked at the other corner spotting my opponent...
The Ripper.
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Author's Note
Hey guys! I'm so sorry. I'm literally the worst ever but I wasn't sure if this book was good enough and I had no inspiration. Every day I stressed out knowing I still needed to post another chapter. I'm really sorry! Ok well this is the new update hope you all like it. Next update will probably be the last but do not worry I will do an Epilogue. Also I started school and ballet lessons this week so it's gonna be a little hard for me to update but I will try my best. Hope you all liked it! Leave a comment about what you think of it. Ok ok I'm done with this long ass note. Bye.
Love you all, Stay Bootiful!
~Truffs
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