Untamable Beast (Hunter x Hunter Killua Fanfiction)

C.8: Leah

Previously...
Then I was back in my dark deep slumber.
Again I saw the flame but now it took the form of a girl.
"Who are you?" Was all I could say.
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I stared at the flame girl in front of me. This must be a dream!

"I am part of you April... I'm the flame that dwells in you." the flame girl said.

She looked similar to myself. The difference is that her hair is red and she is surrounded by flames.

"But who are y-you? I stuttered.

"My name is Leah, I am one with you but unfortunately we were separated. But soon I'll be awoken and we can be one again."

"Wait what are you talking about? Awoken? Who's going to awaken you?" I asked confused.

"April the answer to those questions is... Yourself. You will soon understand but remember this. Once you have awoken the monster it can't be tamed. No one can tame an untamable monster. Farewell my dear self, we will meet soon." She said while her flames slowly extinguished.

I opened my eyes trying to catch my breathe. My head ached and all my body felt weak but no matter how weak you feel you got to keep on going. I wiped my eyes trying to clear my vision.

"Where am I?" I said standing up.

"We are in the waiting room but soon it will be time to leave. You still have time to rest." Killua said wiping his eyes.

He looked so cute. His hair was all messy and his face looked beautiful. Wait what am I saying?

"Are you all right? You keep staring at my face... Do I have something on it?"

"No.. No it's um perfec- I mean alright. I'm just tired." I said blushing bright red.

"Okay." He said with a suspicious look.

I suddenly remembered what happened earlier.

I killed someone...

But he deserved it, he was a bad person. Cole wanted to kill me. There's this thing going on that if you kill an Acciai you'll be feared and respected by everyone. Well it's bullshit! Just because there's a rumor saying we are powerful doesn't mean we really are. For instance look at me I'm hopeless. Even if they say I'm powerful I don't want to be that. I want to be a normal human that doesn't need to be watching her surroundings every two seconds because someone is near trying to kill her. I would really love to have someone that cares about me...

But that won't happen. No one wants to loves a monster right?

They say you have a soul mate since you are born and that there will come a time when both paths will encounter.

My question has always been: 'What if their paths never encounter and what if one of them finds another path better than the destined one?' Well one of them will be forever alone.

Love is too difficult. It would be nice to have a day without emotions. Not feeling anything at all. You'll never get hurt nor have a broken heart. You will have no remorse.

But if you don't have feelings then you'll never feel happiness nor love...

Life in general is too difficult but that's the way it is.

Killua went back to sleep while I looked for my backpack. I found it next to a small table. I took it and grabbed my katana from the side of it. I slowly opened it and I started cleaning it. I started daydreaming when suddenly I felt a sting in my finger.

Crimson blood started dripping from my finger.

I placed the katana back where it belongs and I started looking for a tissue.

Walking silently because I didn't want to wake up anyone, my foot got stuck to a string of a blanket. As I fell I closed my eyes praying I wouldn't make sounds.

When came in contact with something I opened my eyes to see it was Killua. I was lying on top of him. He slowly opened his eyes and started blushing.

"April what are you doing?!" He said loudly pushing me away.

"Shhhh! You will wake up the others and don't think the wrong thing. I was trying to look for a tissue when my foot got stuck to the blanket and I fell. Geez!" I said mad. Why am I even mad?

"April your finger it's bleeding." He said taking my hand in his examining my finger.

"Wait a minute! Don't go anywhere." he said looking in some cabinets.

"Ah yeah about that I gotta go to the supermarket." He glared at my sarcastic comment.

"Flake calm down, it's not like I can go anywhere. I'm kind of stuck here with you guys." Not that it is a bad thing...

He came with a cloth and he ripped it in two. With one he carefully cleaned the wound and with the other he wrapped it.

"You need to stop being so careless. There's people that actually care about you..." He muttered so I could barely hear it.

"What did you say? Sorry I didn't hear you."

"Nothing. Well soon we will be leaving so pack your stuff, I'm going to wake up the others."

"Kay."

Killua you are so nice to me I sometimes start thinking that I'm actually in love with you.

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Author's note
Hey guys! Short and boring chapter but soon it will get better. I really hope you guys liked it. Please vote and comment I appreciate it. Oh and if you want go read my new book called My cold sweetheart.

Love you all, Stay Beautiful!
~Truffs