Chapter 35

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"I'm trapped inside your space, you're my matrix!"

"I'm trapped inside your space, you're my matrix!"

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The next four days passed like a lightning bolt. It is finally new year's eve. I was so excited than ever and more nervous too. I have a slight feeling that something good is going to happen. I can't seem to pinpoint it but I can feel it in my heart. Today we all are heading to the Knight's home where we will celebrate New Year's evening. Only close friends are called for tonight's event and everyone are excited as I'm. The family and the persons whom I cherish are going to be there with me and we all are going to start this new year with everyone's togetherness and happiness. 

"Still contemplating on what to wear?" My mom entered my room while I pouted looking back and forth at the pile of clothes on my bed and her. She shook her head smiling at me as she entered the room scratching her chin in a thinking manner. 

"Whatever you are planning to wear, Alex is going to like it. Then why, so much chaos?" My mom wiggled her eyebrows winking at me. I groaned closing my face in my palms. They always tease me so much since I said that Alex is my boyfriend. 

"But still... I want to look good?" It came out like a question. Mom rampaged through the pile of clothes lying on the bed. All the clothes I had are jeans and tops and there is nothing so special about them. It is the usual daily wear that I'm wearing for school. I want something to be pleasant and good, it should make me feel confident in approaching Alex. I know he will love whatever I wear, but I wanted to look good for him. 

"Here wear this!" My mom handed me a red off-shoulder dress which has a heart-shaped neck that shows a bit of my cleavage and that reached up to my upper thighs and a bit longer on the backside. I stopped wearing it because I was so insecure about myself showing too much skin and cleavage. I thought about how people will look at the stretch marks on my stomach and thighs and what would they comment. Even though I look like I don't care at all, there is this slight thing at the back of your mind where you remember everything. Even still I lost some weight, I still have that nagging sound of the people who bitch about me and my body. 

"Isn't this too much?" I asked her worried about the people who might talk about me. 

"Don't think about those idiotic bitchy people. It's your body, little one. It's your wish how to look." She winked and continued, "Let my little one rock the party!" She roared making me smile. It's just a few words from her, but it made me so calm and made me pretty. She is right, it is my body and my right to look like I want. The people who talk will always keep talking and nothing is not going to stop me today from wearing it. I'm gonna wear it and I don't care what others think about my curvy body. 

I wore the dress and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked... beautiful, cute, and... sexy. I like it. Maybe I was being paranoid about me looking ugly, but I was wrong, I looked sexy and beautiful in this dress. I let my hair down freely and without makeup. I like to look natural always. I hate those creams and powders that are used to cake the face. I went downstairs to see Adrian in a black tux. 

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