Chapter 25

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"My heart will reach past beyond the wind... I am always under the same sky my baby."

I finally realized that I like Mireya

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I finally realized that I like Mireya. I realized it when she is in danger or pain or something bad happens. It felt like her pain is my pain. I tried to convince myself that I don't like her, but everything changed when she is with me every moment. When she is with me, it's like I did not have to change myself like the guy society wants me to be. I hide some things even from my family too, but with her, I want to unravel myself to her completely even if it's a small thing that has been bugging me all day. 

I want her to know about me and me only not any other guy. 

I want her interest turned or her attention toward me whenever she is around other guys.

I want her to open up about herself to me.

I want to steal her smile only for myself.

I want to be with her through everything or every phase of life.

I want to be with her when she is in pain. I want to soothe her pain. 

I want to be the one that wipes her tears away when she is crying not the one who is the cause of her pain.

It feels like my heart blooms like a garden of flowers when she is with me.  

Just like that, she stole my attention to herself. I don't know why I kept approaching her even when my mind tried to not be attracted to a girl after what happened to Adam. But for her it's different. She is not fake with us. She cared for everyone equally. When someone shares something with her, she keeps to herself and tries to solve it and makes everyone happy. It is like everyone's happiness is her happiness and I felt it. 

I knew it this moment, I have been liking her without knowing myself. 

It was so stupid of me when I told myself that I didn't like her. It was so stupid when I lied that she is like a sister to me when she is not.  It was just an escape from reality. When she smiled I lied to myself that it didn't affect my heart. When she laughed or smiled at any other guys, I lied to myself that I was not jealous. I know she is being nice to everyone, but I lied to myself it didn't change anything that I will not like any girl. She notices every single change in me and asks me whether I'm okay or not. I lied to myself that it didn't steal my attention from her.

It felt like she changes the ordinaries to extraordinaire. 

Everything about her, my mind and heart took note of her.

I don't know whether she likes me or not, but I have been noticing the changes when her body reacts to my touches. Maybe she likes me and that is a fifty-fifty chance. And I'm determined to find that. 

I know she is a cupid. She is silly when I come to think of it. She didn't even find that I liked her when she gave others many relationship ideas. That's why I decided to ask her advice when the girl I like is her. In the process, I'm going to learn about her. 

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