Chapter 11

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"I want to be your night, baby. You could be your night."

I just ran away

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I just ran away. I just ran where my legs took me out and at the moment, I didn't care about school or some shit. Those words slashed my heart like it was being ripped off. I was being affected by it again and again. I don't know why so suddenly I was being like this. I usually don't get affected by this. Maybe my periods were getting near me and affecting it like this. All of the old thoughts came crashing down in my head troubling me. It's not new for me and a while I thought I was happy forgetting those things but they started again bugging me out. 

Those words flashed in my mind again.

"You ugly fat piece!"

"Look at her face with pimples and it looks oily."

"Damn! Bouncy ass! I like it."

"She looks ugly!"

"How can she survive with this big body, eww?" 

"She will be good to fuck that's all!"

"Look at her fat ass!" 

"You are the ugliest one here, fatty." 

Why does it have to be me? Don't they become fat once they get old or when they give birth to a child? Why the heck they are calling me a fat one. It hurts, to be honest. To the hell with these people who body shame. I'm proud of myself for being fat. They don't even know why I'm even fat in the first place. If they knew they wouldn't talk about this. They don't know the pain that I go through every month and the awful things that happen to me. This is fucked up.

Fuck those people! 

I remembered the morning incident where Bianca clearly insulted me. She hit the weakest spot and she knew when she did it that I would be hurt. 

Isabella went for the restroom as I waited for her near the locker and that's when the bitch decided to show up. She was wearing a short mini skirt that barely covered her flat ass. To be honest, I'm jealous at least she is slim and healthy while I was fat and unhealthy. Her face was caked in makeup as she smirked at me. I smiled fakely sweetly at her and I know she wants to ruin me for some reason. I don't know why she did it till now tormenting my life and Isabella's.

"Aren't you a slut?" She scoffed glaring at me.

"Says the one who sleeps with a different guy every minute."  I raised both my eyebrows smiling at her sarcastically.

"At least I'm open about sleeping with a guy and you are fucking every guy and acting like you are a good girl in front of the whole school." She accused me of what I haven't done.

For fucks sake! I'm a virgin who still hasn't had her first kiss till now.

"Whatever helps you sleep at night, bitch." I shook my head. 

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