Murag kamo ( pero dili diay to)

Chapter 11

MURAG KAMO
- PERO DILI DIAY TO -

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CHAPTER 11
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Nahuman ang akung unang gi kanta og nakita nako na nakauyon si Sir Agdon. Og karon ang second song napod. Wako kahibaw unsay iingon nako kay ang second song para mani sa wala na crusback og usa nako sa wala gyud na crushback.

Ning lingi ko sa stem chair og saktong si Aki akung natutukon na ning snob nako. Dako lang mata,noon sakto pod nas personality niya kay hilig siyag tirik-tirik.

" This song is for you guys. Sa mga wala gi crush back? Sing with me. " Istorya nako og nagsugod napod og strum.

I LOVE YOU, GOODBYE
By: Celine Dion

"Wish I could be the one~, The one who could give you love. The kind of love you really need---, Wish I could say to you. That I'll always stay with you. "

Unang stanza pa pero murag naa nay gabara sa akung tutunlan samtang tagsa-tagsa nakung na nahinumduman  among elementary days ni Evan. Kung asa yagit pakay mi nahapit nalang mura namig tuko kay dili mi mag bulag.

" But baby that's not me---. " Piyong nakong kanta kay murag kahilakon nako.

Ning ginhawa ko og ning hunong og strum. Nakalingi ko kay Evan.Pero mas gi composed nako akung kaugalingon og ning padayon samtang ga tutok ra niya.

" You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you-- Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do. " Siya ra akung gitan-aw sa tanan. Bisag ning sabay na ang uban. Nakaingon ko if dili man gani mag kakami thankful ko kay at least diba? in this short time naka feel siya na gi love nako siya as my friend but not as a lover.

" Oh I could say that I'll be all you need. But that would be a lie--" ning tan aw ko kay Aki na hait kayg tutok sa akoa.

Mao ni siya ang bae na naibgan sa akung amego . We may look as a couple pero dili mawala sa makatinood na dili ako ang uyab og amega ra.

" I know I'd only hurt you--, I know I'd only make you cry. I'm not the one you're needin'---I love you, goodbye."  Ning tan aw nako sa audience og gi kanta ang by line gikan sa akong dughan.

Kabantay mo anang pati kanta? Ipa igo sa imoha na kialangan na nimong mo buhi kay dili tanan pwede nimo gunitan. When it comes of love? dapat sincere ka dili kay duwa ra imo tanan. And I just admit that I lost in that game they called love.

" I'm only doing this for you--I don't really wanna go.
But deep in my heart I know this is the kindest thing to do. You'll find someone who'll be the one that I could never be. Who'll give you something better-- Than the love you'll find with me. Oh, I could say that I'll be all you need--But that would be a crime."  Ning smile ko kay Evan sa dihang nabasa nako sa iyang mata ang guilt pero ulahi na.

Dili man dapat pirme bae nalang pirme ang mag gukod if ang lalaki maoy unang ning hatag og sign nimo para maibgan nimo sila. Og dili deserve sa usa ka babae pagukdon kay sila ang pinaka treasure sa kalibutan. Mo react nasad mong mga boys,ngano reglahon mo? Manganak mo? Kiyod kiyod ray inyoha og ayuda sa sperm mao na. But not all boys is not worthy to love. They also deserve to be love and treated good like us,girls.

Ning hunong kog strum kay kani na line mao ni ang pinakasakit na ganahan unta nako iingon niya.

Ning smile ko just to show them all? that I'm fine.

" Leaving someone when you love someone. Is the hardest thing to do---When you love someone as much as I love you."

Ning hinay akung tingog og naka feel kog nganong ing ani?. I wanted to give up but what is the purpose why Am I still inhaling? Am I broken? I may into a  pieces? Am I a pain of an ass? I brought something that can help myself up, I cheered myself, I calm myself but why doest it hurt?. I thought I've move on? Bisag walay kami!. I thought the pain is now gone.. It's just a thought!, because in the first place? I am still broken. I can't still fix myself I am still in pain but why? Why I am still living?

Nahuman akung ikaduha na kanta. Og bug-at nakay akung pamati. Next week mamaso nami, graduate nako but the graduation that I wanted to be a memorable ceremony is the a memory that I won't forget.

" To this last song it's not been requested but this is for him, for us. "

Ning tan-aw ko kay Tara na naghilak na. Guba nakay ang kartolina na iyang gi andam. But as much as I can help myself to smile. Ning blurred akong pan-aw.

Ning sugod kog strum og gikanta ang korean song na Fine to English.

" On a ripped piece of paper I. Threw the last of my tears away and. Now it's all clear something bout you. " I jam the guitar while thinking we been together for just one day.

" Yeah you and I, were one of a kind--- But now I know it was all in my mind. How could you tear my heart in two?--- Days turn to months and the months turn to years. I wonder how different our lives will be. "

Ning ginhawa ko og ning hunat para mo birit. I close my eyes feeling all the rhythms, shuntig and the strum of the guitar.

" Will you be fine. Even though I know you won't be mine
Still you fill up my days--- I can never forget your face. Will you be fine-- Will I be pretending it's alright. Like a fool I believe you and I could stay the same. " Ning hangad ko og ning birit.

" It's not fine! Ahhh hayyy!! Ahhh ohhh-- ahhhh--ohhh
It's not fine."

" My hair tied up in a knot and. I wake up from the mess you made. Forgetting it all, something new. But no matter how fast or how far I go. Your shadow and your memories won't leave me so. I run in vain, can't escape you, "

" They come rushing back. Painful mem'ries we had
So I'm faking a smile, could I ever be the same again?
I gather my pride--- Set all these feelings aside
I'm not scared anymore, I'm letting you go. "

"Our last goodbye. Looking back to us just one last time
But wherever you are, I hope you're doing fine
I know I will be fine. Won't be pretending to be alright
Not a fool to believe you and I could stay the same. "

"It's not fine Ahhh hayyy!! Ahhh ohhh-- ahhhh--ohhh"

"It's not fine Ahhh hayyy!! Ahhh ohhh-- ahhhh--ohhh"

"It's not fine".

a|a: Sirā Pen

It's not fine English translator by teayon. You can search it on yt and listen on it for jema!.
Errors ahead!