Forbidden

Chapter thirty-six

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Olivia's POV

Through the cold blurry whiteness and the never ending fog I felt warmness, as if it was pulling me from here.

"Liv?" I hear a familiar voice call for me. I squeeze her warm hand whining when my whole body feels like I've been hit by a truck, at last I know where I am when I open my eyes, shortly after flinching when I hear someone else.

Bright lights on the ceiling that reminded me of a hospital burned my eyes and I squint them, blinking rapidly to accommodate them. My throat felt sore and dry, my lips too as I try to say something but nothing comes out.

The see through mask over my nose and mouth with the long tube, so a nebuliser, was providing me medicines mixed with oxygen and made it easy for me to breath but difficult to talk, a drip on my hand where the IV fluids run, has my body numb and clammy in sweat, I must have been out for a while. Taking slow and sufficient breaths I try to remember what happened but couldn't. The beeping of my calm heartbeat clear, overwhelming my senses.

Then I hear his voice more clearly, my eyes dart to him while he hovers above me with sad flecked eyes, flashbacks of how I landed on my head came back. I can't really understand what he says I'm still groggy and my vision is lightly blurry but it hurts.. All I know is that it hurts to look at him or hear his voice. My eyes well up with tears when he holds my hand I whimper and try to thrash away, he cringed having a sad expression on his face with big tired eyes, feeling my hair with the other hand.

Alice is trying to make him leave but he doesn't pay attention to her. My heartbeat is loud and fast while I try to push him away. I don't want to see him. Then the beatings turned faster and faster, louder in my ears, my face warm in fresh tears.

"Please don't.." I whisper and then my eyes close in tiredness.

Alice's POV

"Why the fuck did you not wake me up?" Zayn rasped clearing his throat stretching as he stands up. I see Liv flinch just as she opened her eyes.

"Zayn leave." I seethe but he doesn't especially when his eyes go wide while seeing Liv woken up and walks closer to us.

"Olivia." he quietly mumbled as if he doesn't believe she's really awake.

Then he grabbed her hand in turn making her whimper. He cringed hurt, I'd never thought I'd live to see this day even if he looked heartbroken earlier but that was something else, while touching her hair she squirms on the bed.

"Don't you see that she's still not feeling well? Go away." I spat worried when she began crying and the monitor of her heart went faster with alarming beepings. "Don't be selfish, Zayn." I attempt to knock some sense at this prick so we don't get a relapse or what happened just earlier but it looks like he is doing this to himself.. wanting to feel the rejection and hurt.

Her silent sobs echo through the room until she whispered, "Please don't.." then she faints and her heartbeat returns to normal.

He immediately released her hand as if she burned him, looking at his hand.

He quickly left and when I turn around I see the boys watch what had happened from the glass with surprised faces.

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The doctor came later and told us she will be fine and needs more rest. That was the only relieving news from tonight.

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Olivia's POV

"I've been dead?" I slowly asked Harry as if he was insane, but calmly too.

After I had woken up exhausted pushing the nebuliser away from my mouth he's been here ever since.