Forbidden

Chapter forty-nine

It's been a few days since that barbecue party, and today the gang would at last leave for four days to where ever they've been wanting to go, slacking on this as Louis said because they were too reluctant to leave us alone. Alice and I were delighted that none of them could stay home.

"We're going to have that day out we always wanted." Alice whispered to me as we were watching Tv, sprawled on the couch.

"Yeah but how are we going to do that? Haven't they put more guards around the house?" I muse looking down at her, playing with her hair, her heads on my lap as she had laid down.

"I know but I'll find a way."

I'm sure she would.

We watch Tv some more.

After that night in that barbecue party, everything was confusing me with Zayn though I tried to keep it low key.

He was almost every time in the same place I was, besides my room or bathroom. It's either he doesn't avoid me anymore or something else.

Yesterday I was eating an apple in the kitchen as I was chatting with Louis and suddenly he grabbed my apple and disappeared with it on his mouth.

Anyway.

"You sure that wasn't Kendra?"

Both Alice and I exhaled at her voice.

"Yeah and I don't care either." Zayn told her with irritation.

"You really don't want to come with us?" Harry asked Amanda just as they got inside the living room, all of them wearing black like all the time.

"Nope." she replied.

Alice stood up, "I can't stand her." she sing-songs quietly to me, I giggled."I'll get us some sweets than we can disappear in my room or yours." she informed, walking away.

Harry sat down beside me, I immediately scoot away from him, he gave me a befuddled look, before a known look settled his features.

Yeah, I haven't forgotten that you hurt me physically the other day. I thought bitterly.

And again Zayn is all over Amanda in front of me since they sit on the other couch.

When will this stop? And when will I not care?

I look down my hands then trace the scar on my thigh that was visible since I had shorts on and had started to heal.

Harry's rapid zapping through Tv channels was getting on my nerves along with Amanda's giggle and laughs.

"You're such a jerk." she mocked him."She only wanted to say hi."

Where's Alice?

I sigh, spotting an eye roll of Harry at the pair.

Same. I thought.

I stand up, not bearing to see them before my eyes anymore.

"Bambi?" Amanda called. With a quirked eyebrow I turn at her, she stood up too, her face frowning.

Zayn stands up quickly as well, rounding his hands on her stomach, then leaned his head on her neck, inhaling her scent with briefly closed eyes before looking straight at me, my eyes divert to how his hands squeeze her waist.

My stomach churned, and I felt my throat tighten, something hot and ugly formed on my stomach.. I was paralyzed, I tried to move but couldn't.

Why does he do this to me?

Amanda pushed him away abruptly with a glare before she strides to me, taking my hand and walks me to the office. I watch with bewilderment, my legs taking slow steps.