Forbidden

Chapter sixty-four

There might be some triggers in this chap. I would never write anything that is of that nature and it's only a little, but read at own risk and discretion.

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Alice's POV

"This is the famous safe house?" I breathlessly asked Liam. We're barely here, I begin pacing and not the least feeling safe nor inspecting it.

I left Liv behind.

How could I do that?

"Yeah. This is where Zayn was." he answered, frowning in interest while he was looking for something in his ipad. I kept pacing.

"Why did we have to go? It's our house. And where were all of the guards?" I'm hysterical again. I had made our escape really unpleasing for Liam.

He sighed agitated before he told me, "The panic got to them. Zayn is gone."

I eyed him sternly, his eyebrows twitched in distaste.

"But you're still here. Which I'm pretty sure means that the whole gang is yours now. How could this happen?" I again question frenziedly.

"I'm trying to get everything under control but it's hard with everyone trying to kill us." he snapped back, I stop pacing for a second.

"What about Liv? I can't believe you made me leave her behind just because we were cornered."

It was too hectic and too much going on but I should have tried harder.

"I'm not that good in holding power okay? I think Damian got her." he replied not looking up from the ipad.

"We have to get her back. If they do something to her, I don't want to think what can happen. I'd never forgive myself." I inform expectantly. His chocolate eyes avert to me.

"It's not that easy Alice."

I gape.

"No. Don't come with that nonsense shit that we have to leave her behind again. You heard me Liam? I won't sit safely in here knowing that they are torturing her somewhere or worse." I huff, disbelief framing my facial expression. My hand thread through my hair, I felt sorrow overcome me.

"Alice-"

"Liam." I spit scowling at him, there's no way in hell I let him have the last words with this. "She's too young to go through what I had to, don't you understand? She's probably scared and I don't want to think about what his men will do to her if we don't find her fast. I'll go alone." I exclaimed. He relaxed slightly at my words.

"No. I'll think about something. But I need time." he hurriedly bit back and strolled to me with fast steps, until he grabbed my hand.

"Which we don't have!" I yell jerking my hand away, he looked stressed."I'm already afraid we're being late. You don't understand it. I should have never listened to you. I should have stayed back." I pointedly shouted, and ignore his clenched jaw when I said that. "What if they rape her? Do you know how much that will-" I'm a blubbering mess, sobbing uncontrollably, he pulled me to his arms quickly, gripping his black and red flannel curling my fingers in a fist in it.

It's worse for her because she's pure, untouched. I think the whole gang knows about her innocence. And if they rape her, I wouldn't want to think what that will do to her mental state. She's been through so much with Zayn being gone... I don't like to even think about this, it makes me cry harder.

Why is this always happening to us?

"We will find her in time." he lowly muttered, before he tells me assuring things that calm me down all the time.