Holiday Tomance - ON HOLD

The confrontation

We arrived back at the caravan and Tom lifted the shopping out of the boot and carried it in for me. "Why don't you go and grab a shower while I start the dinner?" I could feel myself speaking to Tom with venom in my words whilst still trying to be calm and rational. Hormones really had a thing for making sure you were not rational at all times though.

"Ok babe. Are you alright? You seem a little tense." Tom looked nervous and worried, my first thoughts about this behaviour were obviously that him cheating was putting him on edge. Especially as he thought that he had been rumbled.

"I'm great" I replied through gritted teeth. "Just go and grab your shower babe before the gloss sticks to your hands and the walls." Tom nodded and went to shower. I continued making dinner for the both of us and could feel myself getting more and more wound up. I needed to talk to him.

We were sat at the table having dinner when I decided to approach the subject. "So how are the chalets looking? You and Jenna seem to be working hard on them, one in particular anyway."

Tom nearly choked on his steak while looking at me horrified. I placed my knife down so as not to seem too threatening. I know I had a habit of talking with my hands and the last thing we needed right now was me waving a steak knife in his face. Tom swallowed hard and I could see he was trying to compose himself before answering my question. "yeah, they are almost done. I can show you them in a few days when they are finished if you like."

"Quit playing with me Tom, I'm not fucking stupid. Let me guess, give you a few days not to finish anything but to get rid of the evidence and make it look as though you have been working on it as opposed to using it to fuck her and then coming home to fat pregnant me." By now I was practically shouting at him.

Tom had a look of sorrow in his eyes as he placed his cutlery down and stood up. He looked me dead in the eyes as he spoke. "Is that really what you think I have been doing in there?" I nodded at him with my arms folded tightly across my chest. "I need you to trust me. Jenna has been helping me but so has Kai." Tom knelt down next to me and tried to take hold of my hands. "Y/N I love you, can you trust me and just give me a few days please. I promise you I am not fucking Jenna, I am not fucking around with anyone but I need you to trust me. The final touches are happening in a couple of days and then I can tell you and show you everything. Can you do that for me? I need you to trust me, not just for me but for us."

I nodded as I felt the tears starting to cascade down my flushed burning cheeks. Tom stood back up straight and took me in his arms. "Come here, I would never do that to you. Just trust me and I know you will love what I have to show you."

"Ok but I swear to god that if I find out that you have lied to me and strung me along then there will be hell to pay. This baby will be the only one that you ever have because I swear to God if you have played me I will castrate you. Please promise that it will only be a few days, can you assure me that much?"

Tom held me even tighter and pulled me right into him so it almost felt as though I was going to suffocate in his chest. I didn't care though, I just needed to know that I was loved. I just needed Tom. The rest of the night was spent curled up together on the sofa watching a movie. As was becoming normal for me at the minute though, I wasn't too late out of bed. I tried as hard as I could to sleep but I couldn't.

Tom was fast asleep and he thought that I was too. I couldn't sleep, something didn't feel right. I knew he was definitely hiding something but what the hell was it?