Trigger Warning ⚠️!
meredith's pov-
I start to look for Arizona's suture kit and I found it and look through it and inside I found a 10 blade, but this time I did n't think of Arizona and how sad she would be. "'She would probably be better off and happier without you.' the voice said. I try to decide on where I want to cut, and I end up deciding on my now bruised wrists. It would hurt more anyway. Which I donn't mind, I liked the pain.
I rolled up my sleeve and put on some body wash. First I gently start cutting , and nothing happens so I try a little harder and it starts to have that stinging sensation that I enjoyed. Then I continued, but I don't keep track of the cuts, I just keep going. Most of the body wash is now gone, but I see white stuff foaming. Weirdly enough, there isn't any blood. Then all of a sudden blood comes rushing out. I got to my senses and realized I cut way too deep. I hit a vein, but there's way too much blood, and I know you should do something, but I don't.
I started getting light headed really fast, it doesn't help that I haven't eaten anything since yesterday's lunch. I eventually find it too much work to even move an inch, ai wish you called Arizona or maybe even an ambulance. I suddenly hear faint movement somewhere, and everything goes black. I faint onto the floor with a loud bang.
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a/n: it's smth guys😙
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Expect the Unexpected
FanfictionMeredith has been dealing with personal issues. Although the young resident tries to hide her pain and suffering, attending Arizona Robbins notices. What'll happen with the two? trigger warnings in this story!! you have been warned! warning; do not...
