Expect the Unexpected

Grace

Arizonas pov-

I walk inside the house to check on Meredith because I was worried to leave her alone all day. As I get inside the house, putting my things on the entryway table but its quiet. She's probably sleeping, her favorite hobby. Closing the door i hear something fall from upstairs, then heard a bang.

I rushed upstairs opening the bedroom door, no where but I noticed the bathroom light on, quickly opening the door. She's there, lying with a pool of blood surrounding her. I stepped back in shock, reaching for my phone, dialing 911.

"911 what's your emergency?" A lady spoke into the phone. "I- my girlfriend uh- she she tried to kill herself. I I need an ambulance." I said to the lady, barely being able to bring the words together. "It's okay, what's your address?" she asked. "i address- my address. it's ... (her address)." answering her whilst still looking at Meredith's body laying there. I snapped out of my trance grabbing gauze and some tape, then kneeling down to her, wrapping it tightly around her wrists.

"Oh meredith, why honey." I whispered kissing her forehead, getting blood on my scrubs doing so. "Ma'am, Ma'am?" I picked up the phone. "Yea?" "The ambulance is two minutes away."she answered hanging up.

The ambulance arrived. I noticed a couple of the men from seeing them at the hospital. "Come on." Matthew said pulling me up. Getting into the ambulance felt like a blur, everything did. Once we got to the hospital, opening the doors April, Bailey and Cristina were there. Matthew got out and they put Meredith on a stretcher.

"Meredith Grey, 26, attempted suicide." I heard him saying getting out of the ambulance. Walking into the hospital made me feel dizzy, it was like something only in Harry Potter, a trance.

"She needs to go to an OR, move people!" Bailey yelled. I watched as they took her away, rushing to get upstairs.

I felt someone put an arm around my shoulder. "Arizona come on." A familiar voice said but I didn't move, I couldn't. I felt being forced to walk somewhere else. Walking away from the noisy trauma room. I noticed it was April who pulled me away and upstairs to take a shower since there was blood all over my hands.

Meredith's pov-

I couldn't open my eyes but it smelt like rubbing alcohol, a fresh OR room smell. I heard monitors beeping rapidly.

A song, a familiar one kept running through my head.

I'm on my knees
Only memories,
Are left for me to hold
Don't know how, but I'll get by
Slowly pull myself together
(ahahah)
I'll get through this
(ahahah)
There's no escape so keep me safe
This feels so unreal
Nothing comes easily, fill this empty space
Nothing is like it seems
Turn my grief to grace
I feel the cold
Loneliness unfold
Like from another world
Come what may
I won't fade away
But I know what might change
.....
A familiar voice had that songs ringing over and over like a broken record in my head. I soon realized it was Arizonas voice, taking the comfort in her voice helped me keep pushing through. Even though I wanted to let go, I tried. For her and only her.

arizonas pov-

I was pacing around the OR gallery, watching as they perform surgery on meredith. I heard someone walk in but continued until they stopped me by grabbing my shoulder.

"You shouldn't be in here hon." Addison said. "I know but I want to be" I answered her right then Meredith coded.

*Later on*

I sat in Meredith's room as she laid there sleeping, I held her hand. Waiting for her to wake up.

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a/n: 🤯

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