Dear Louis,
I know you're never going to be the one to read this but I promised myself I would write a letter you every Tuesday until I die. Well, today is that day, this note will be the last note I write to you. Hopefully, today is the day I'll see you again.
I'm scared to die but death seems so much less scary and painless compared to staying on earth without you here with me. When I saw you last week, it felt refreshing. I had a sense of hope, I felt happy because I thought you were back, but it was only my imagination showing me what I wanted to see. Knowing that information made me feel like I lost you all over again and I just can't stand it anymore Boobear. I know I promised you I would stop cutting, that would always come to you when I felt like bringing a blade to my skin, but you aren't here anymore.
I'm sorry if you're looking over me and you see what I'm about to do. I don't want to disappoint you, that's the last thing I want to do but I need to do this. I don't know what is going to happen after death but I hope I'll be back with you, that I can hug you and kiss you again. Hear your voice again. I need that, I need you.
Love, Your Hazza.
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Can't Let Him Go||L.S.
Fiksi PenggemarWhere Louis unexpectedly passes from an accident on his way home and Harry can't let go... He just can't let him go and doesn't want to, he just knows he'll see him again, maybe even soon.
