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That evening I spent most of my time with Tom. After the challenge this afternoon there was quite a lot of tension around the villa and I'd prefer to just not get involved in that drama.
"How are you feeling after the challenge?" I asked him, cuddling up to into his side on the terrace away from everyone else.
"I mean I get to kiss the second best kisser in here, though she's the best in my eyes, so I can't complain with the voting."
"Did you enjoy kissing the other girls?" Obviously he made the comment about Samie so I wanted to know where that came from.
"I don't know if I would say I enjoyed it. I was kind of expecting to not like any of the kisses because I do like to kind of take control but I did like the kiss with Samie. Then you came and kissed me and it like blew my mind. Even without all the eye contact and mutual affection it still was a great kiss."
"I enjoyed it too." I confirmed but I felt like now I just had to be honest with him. "It's just shit hearing that you want to kiss Samie again."
"I apologise for that because in my head right now I know that I have no desire to kiss her when I have you."
"Good."
"How did you like kissing the boys?"
"I just find things like that so awkward, I mean kissing someone like Shaq was like kind of kissing a brother in here."
"Well I mean they must have enjoyed it to give you the scores that they did." He was of course right but that was definitely something I never want to experience again. "It's just a shame only I will experience that from now on."
"Kisses on demand." The kiss between us this time felt different, whereas the one this afternoon was a show of passion this one was slow and sensual. We were just beginning to understand each other and what we liked, like how his hands always stayed on my body whereas I tried to knot my fingers through this hair. "I really like you Tom, like I never expected to feel this way so early on."
"I really like you too. I told my family not to expect me to find anyone in here and then you showed up."
"Tell me about your dating history then?"
"So I've been single for a long time, I've been on dates but nothing ever serious. I would say I'm quite a protective boyfriend, I like just taking care of someone and being with them." He explained. "What about you?"
"I'm the same really, I haven't really ever been in like a serious relationship as an adult. I usually like go on a few dates and then it just kind of fizzles out from there."
"What would your ideal date be?"
"Something fun. There's loads of things to do in London, or in any city, rather than just go out for a meal. Do that later."
