Fate (Raulson Fanfic) [Slowly Editing]

Chapter 19: Let it Go

Sarah's POV

 Sunlight shined warmly on my face, gently kissing my face and woke me up to a new day, I found myself stretched out on the couch, I looked around me to familiarize myself as to where I am. But my head began to pound and I had to close my eyes and lie still on the couch to stop the throbbing pain.

"Sarah!" I opened my eyes and saw Lily rushing up to me.

"Hey... Hey... Sarah you alright?" she asked as she hugged me tightly

"I'm sorry about last night I was so childish I'm so sorry" she whispered before pulling back and looking at me putting her hand on my forehead then to my neck to check whether I'm sick or not.

"You're not sick you okay?" she asked worriedly, as I looked at her and my vision's got blurry again due to the pain that's drilling my head.

"Pain... relievers" I croaked, as she quickly goes to the kitchen where I placed a mini-medicine cabinet on the table counter near the fridge.

"When I died... that night.... I was thinking of her. I was thinking about her happiness. I was thinking that she'd be better off without me and to be with Milo who loves her so much, why do I know this stuff? Are they real? Cyril... he told me... yes that's probably it... the last thing that I saw before I died, Lily left the waiting room, and a few minutes later he followed her. That's when I felt like it's time. It's time to let go"

Lily came back with a tray that contains a glass of water, a bowl of oatmeal and pain relievers.

She put down the tray on the coffee table; she grabbed the bowl of oatmeal and sat on the small space in the couch, she scooped a spoonful of that oatmeal and held it closer to me.

"Lily, I don't want to eat I just need the pain relievers" I said weakly as she sighed and still put the spoon back on the bowl.

"No. you need to eat before taking up any meds! It can irritate your stomach if you haven't eat anything before taking it" she said firmly as she scooped another spoonful of oatmeal and held it close to me.

"Alright" I grunted, as I felt like my blood is rushing towards my cheeks

"Ahh" she said while opening her mouth, she's feeding me like a kid. I chuckled as I obliged

"Ahh" I said as she put the spoon inside my mouth

Lucky me, indeed I thought to myself as I chew and swallow the oatmeal. Lily's cute when she's a bit jealous over things or easily irritated or annoyed especially last night when I told her she can't come with me.

After feeding me she puts the bowl down on the coffee table and assisted me to sit on the couch

"Feeling better?" she asked as her arm was wrapped around my shoulder, her face closer to mine.

"Yeah. I'm fine. A bit" I said weakly as I could still feel the throbbing pain in my head, there were memories were rushing into me, and I don't know where they came from.

Lily quickly gave me the pain relievers and handed me the glass of water. I quickly swallowed it and drank the full glass of water

She was looking at me worriedly as I force my body to move, leaning forward to put the empty glass down on the coffee table, her eyes were focused on every move I make as I slowly lean my back against the creamy-white couch.

"What do you want to ask Lil?" I questioned knowing that she wants to say something or talk about something when she looks at me like that, biting her lip while she's fiddling her fingers nervously.

"W...What happened last night? Cyril just... went here... and...  I was worried he was carrying you and you were unconscious and what about your agent? Is he fine?"