Fate (Raulson Fanfic) [Slowly Editing]

Chapter (20): Belong

Lily's POV

"Lily... I don't know... I'm fucking confused right now." Sarah said as she leaned down a bit, rest her elbows on her knees and places her hands in her temples.

I scoot closer but before I could even embrace her she stood up and went to her room without saying anything, I followed her when I entered the room I saw her standing in front of the nightstand

"Sarah?" I called out softly as she looked at me over her shoulder and turned around to face me, she was holding a picture frame. It was a picture of the both of us, last Christmas.

She placed it down and lets out a heavy sigh

(Play Music here)

"Lily Rabe, You are by far the most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me in my entire life, but God, Lily... That man you left sacrificed a lot for you, even letting go of his own happiness just for you... I'm bad for you Lil' you're getting in trouble because of me." She lets out a fake chuckle that quickly died down

"Sarah!! Listen I'm thankful for this second chance, I'm thankful that I've met you, Although you're the one who made me question everything that I know, I never felt that being with you is wrong or bad, because you're the one who made me feel alive, You were never a terrible person for me Paulson, I felt safe, I felt secured, I felt love, I felt wanted, being with you is the most beautiful and wonderful thing that has ever happened to me, and I've made this choice to be with you because I love you!"

I could see she was pissed, as she put her fingers on her temples and massage it as she looked at the floorboards.

"Then stop... Stop Loving me!" she yelled facing me as tears cascading down her face.

"I can't! I can never stop loving you! You can't just tell me to stop the most wonderful feeling that I've ever felt! I love you.... Sarah"

She stopped, eyes widened. We looked at each other for a brief moment as she came closer and pulled me closer to her and kissed me, her kisses were warm, gentle and soft, I kissed her back, kissing her like tomorrows going to end, she opened her mouth for me, the once gentle and soft kiss quickly escalated into a deep steamy passionate kiss filled with lustful desire as our tongue dance in a slow tempting stimulating dance, she laid me gently down on the bed without breaking the kiss.

When she broke the kiss, she momentarily looked into my eyes and whispered "I love you too."

She stared into my eyes for a moment as she then lift the winnie the pooh nightie up over my head, I was partially naked underneath her, my chest heaved in anticipation as I look deeply into her eyes as she whispered "You're beautiful Lily." Her eyes trailing on my exposed body before she took my lips again.

I pushed her back and took her stripe shirt off, and unclasped her bra; she then unbuttons and unzips her pants, she took it off exposing her red laced panties.

I wrapped my arms around her neck and pulled her closer again for a hot passionate kiss, I felt her hand sliding down along the length of ribs, down to my stomach seeking out for my cotton panties, she slipped a finger under the soft material and pulled it down my legs.

My hand raked her hair as she kisses me on the soft spot on my neck making me moan out of the pleasure of those wet, hot kisses that were slowly trailing down to my chest sucking it leaving a mark, before kissing my cleavage, put her attention to my breasts I let out a moan as I felt her mouth gently sucking my breast that was aching for her touch as her tongue flickers around it I felt her hand ran up to squeeze the other one gently, I whimpered as the immense pleasure took over my body. She moved her attention to the other one, giving it equal attention she pulled her mouth out of my breast and seek my lips once again as her hand slowly trails down from my breast down to my stomach, until it found its way in between my thighs.