Fate (Raulson Fanfic) [Slowly Editing]

Chapter 33: To the Wonder

September 01, 2014 Vancouver, 9:00P.M

(Play music here)

*Ring.... Ring...*

I grabbed the phone from the coffee table and quickly answered the phone.

"I miss you." The familiar voice of the caller softly whispered, a smile started to form on my lips as I hear Sarah's sweet, comforting voice.

"I miss you more baby" I said, while I was walking towards the kitchen to get myself a glass of red wine,

"So... how's shooting? How's everyone?" I asked walking back to the living room while I am taking a sip my sweet red wine, looking at the dancing flames from the fire place, it calms me as it's offering me its warmth through the chilly autumn night.

"Everything's... fine I guess, I haven't started to film my scene yet." Sarah said as she yawns. "Sorry, I am just sleepy shooting always ends at 3 lately; playing bette and dot is really challenging."

"I understand, I know how hard it is to be Bette and Dot... you've said it in your interviews right? Before we... you know... travel back in time?" I said it in my most questioning sexy voice.

"Yeah." She chuckled "Hey, aren't you mad at me?" she asked as I took a last sip of the wine and put it down on the coffee table.

"Mad? For what?" I queried raising my brow as I lean my back against the soft sofa cushion.

"For not being able to answer your call for almost a month now" she sighed, I don't feel mad. But I feel upset. So this is what it's like... to be present at this moment. It must've been hard for her. It must've been so hard when she made lots of effort to call me, during 'those times'.

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Flashback – ( 2014, When Sarah and Lily were still having a fight; 'before meeting Cyrus')

When I got back to the apartment, I walk towards the answering machine, pressed its button as I walk back towards the coat stand, remove my jacket and hang it there

"Hey, Lily this is Sarah. I want to see you personally... I want to tell you what really happened. I want to explain myself. Please see me."

"Lily, I... I've heard that you've been dating your co-star... is that true? Is it really over... I want to fix this. Please... talk to me."

"I tried calling you on your phone but... Lily... I can't reach you... did you change your number?"

"Lily... I... love you... please don't leave me... what ever happened right there was a huge mistake that night I was planning to ask you to m----"

With that I pulled the answering machine's plug out and went to my room. I lay on my bed and stared at the ceiling, she broke my heart; she stood me up to see another woman. I always doubt her, I was so insecure that time, I always thought to myself as a woman who's nothing compare to her, she could just ditch me anytime she wants, and upon hearing the rumours about that model she was with during an event, I flipped out, I was blinded by my rage, I disobeyed what my heart is telling me, I disobeyed it's command to listen, to let her talk, and to forgive her.

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"Hellooooooooo Lily???? Still there?"

"Uh... Yeah still here" I snivelled.

"Hey, are you crying?" she asked with that inquisitive-sarah-paulson voice she does when she played Harriet Hayes

"Harriet is that you?" I jokingly said trying to change the topic wiping some of the tears that's falling from my eyes.