Fate (Raulson Fanfic) [Slowly Editing]

Chapter (34) : Stars

Sarah's POV

Finally, last day of work for this week

I was driving on my way to work, letting the twist and turns around the streets of New Orleans clear my head. I still couldn't get that dream out of my mind. What does it mean? I thought everything's already over? Ever since Cyril's demise, there were no signs of Cyrus or Cybil. Everything seems to be perfect, but having this dream for almost two months now is bothering me

I stopped my car in the middle of nowhere and stared at my phone, I wanted to call her right now, but I know she's probably on set. I just stared at my phone, and look at my wallpaper. It was a picture of us back in the Philippines. We were on the beach, Lily was wearing a light blue bikini with her aviators and summer hat on; my arms were wrapped around her waist, as I was kissing her cheek.

This picture is still my favourite picture up to date.

The screen went black; I unlocked it again so that I could look at the picture once more and run my thumb on Lily's face "i miss you" i muttered, As I was about to put my phone back on my bag, my phone buzzed, I checked the screen and saw "1 message from Ryan Murphy"

Geez, is he going to tell me to get my ass on the set? I opened his message and it reads:

"You can go here after lunch; we'll start filming your scenes today at 4pm"

"Okay Ryan. Thank you :*" I clicked the reply button and place my phone on the empty passenger's seat. I stare at the passenger's seat for a while, remembering the times where Lily would turn the radio on and sing along with whatever song that's playing while we're on our way to The Buckner's Mansion when we were taping Coven. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, and rest my head against the warm leather of my steering wheel.

I miss her so bad that it's making me physically sick. I thought I was mentally and emotionally prepared for this but I can't help it, I remember her in every single thing I do.

I sighed and revved up my engine and started driving again.

I heard my tummy grumble, which reminds me I haven't eaten anything yet; I just drank a cup of strong black coffee and left the apartment. As I was driving around New Orleans, I spotted a decent looking café, I parked my car on the side of the street near the café's entrance.

I entered the café and it had this homey look. White lace curtains, tables held small glass vases with artificial flowers in them. If Lily's here I bet she'd love this. I walk towards the counter and look at the menu

"Oh my god!, you're!!! Sarah Paulson!" the cashier said, I smiled at her and nod. "That would be me" I said, she sounds like she was about to squeal as she was asking me what's my order.

"Uhmm, I would like a large cup of dark coffee and nutella doughnut." I said she quickly lists my orders down and said "We'll be serving it in 5 minutes that would be $4.95" I paid her the exact amount; I sat at the table near the window, looking at the cars that were passing by while waiting for my order.

After a few minutes, the waitress served my order. That's when the bell rang as another costumer entered the café. She looks familiar, then as she spoke, I realized. It was Tay. Tay Schilling! I haven't seen her since last December at the Emmy's party.

"Hey Tay!" I called out as she looked back; I waved my hand to get her attention; her eyes widened as she gave me a smile, after paying her order she walk towards my table and sat with me.

"It's been a while Paulson! uhmm where's Lily?" she asked.

"Oh, so you haven't heard of it? She's not going to be in AHS this season; she's currently in Vancouver for the whispers." I answered as I took a sip my coffee. Her eyes were trained on the sugar and creamer near the plate of doughnut.