Ship: Janus x Any side, preferably Patton or Roman
Trigger warnings: Self doubt and self hate (does that even count?), depression
Au: Normal
Janus stared at himself in the mirror, hating what he saw. A liar, a snake. Thats all he was. How on earth was he supposed to help Thomas see the merit in helping himself, taking time for his own needs when he couldn't even get through one sentence without lying? How could he be listened to when even he didn't like what he had to say?
It was pointless, hopeless even. Janus hated himself. He only wanted to help Thomas and yet it seemed that every time he popped up, he simply caused more problems. He knew he was needed. Sure, deceit seems like an awful thing to be, but he wasn't just deceit. He was Thomas's ability to take care of himself, to choose when his own needs needed to be put over others". And yet that was why it hurt so much to be cared about so little.
Not to mention his scales. The snake side of his body was a constant reminder of what Thomas thought of him. And they were so ugly. Even his name brought him insecurity. His own name, and the meaning behind it brought him so much pain. He couldn't help but hate himself. Most days he just wanted to lay in bed and never get out.
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