Multi Fandom Roleplay

Help (Sanders Sides)

Ship: Intrulogical

Trigger warnings: Insanity, depression

Au: Logan completely just gives up. Theres no point in trying anymore, it wasn't like the others cared. Besides, Thomas still had logic, even without him. He proved that every time he wasn't in a video, or got ignored during one. So he tucked himself in his room, working day and night, and Orange (Either Insanity or Depression) creeps into his mind. Orange soon takes a physcial form, and it hurts Logan to no end but he cant let the others know, he can stop him. Remus is the first to notice that something is off.

Something was wrong. Very wrong. Remus hadn't seen or heard from Logan in weeks, and he was willing to bet it had been at least a couple days since the others had. Which was odd. Logan fueled everything that any of them did, without logic none of the others would exist, but especially creativity wouldn't exist, as all ideas are based in some form of fact or reason. And Remus was especially fueled by gory facts and gruesoms statistics, which often times Logan had been so happy to give. Not because he wanted Remus to use those against Thomas, but because Remus listened to him, at least when he found it interesting.

So it was weird that he just disappeared.

The other thing he noticed was Thomas making decisions that Logan almost always would have intercepted. (These choices depend on who Orange represents, depression he starts sleeping in a lot later, he stays in bed all day even when he's awake, he eats unhealthy foods in excess, Insanity he starts acting on impulses and urges, with his intrusive thoughts soon becoming less intrusive and more impulsive, which was not good in the slightest)

So he went to Logan's room, hoping to at least check in on his favorite nerd. He didn't get a response, but he could hear someone in there. Someone who was not his starship. He could hear whoever it was, not recognizing the voice, telling Logan these awful things and knowing for certain that this was hurting Logan AND Thomas.

Remus tried to talk to the others. "Somethings very wrong!" He would say, but of course the others wouldn't listen. He was Thomas' intrusive thoughts after all, his version of wrong could be all sorts of things. Of course, Logan wasn't there to remind them that Remus often had important input despite some of his less than ideal traits, so it was incredibly hard getting them to understand that he was telling the truth. Finally, Janus popped up and, seeing his panicked face, told the others to shut up and listen.

Remus explained what he knew of the situation, but that that was all he knew, and Virgil inputted that Thomas was acting and feeling all sorts of fucked up, putting two and two together.

Can they save Logan before its too late?

((Basically this is how Orange affects Logan: As Depression, he latches onto Logan, never leaving his side. Even when he hasnt taken physical form yet. He causes Logan to be way less productive, Logan's tired all of the time. Imagine being on sleeping meds that dont make you sleep, just really slow and tired. He makes him lose all motivation, and he cries a lot, in comparison to how he normally acts as though he has no feelings, even in private. He makes him insecure and he feels like the others hate him.

As insanity, Orange breaks Logan down completely. He hurts him physically and mentally, seeing as Logan is Thomas' sanity. It's physcially impossible to kill him off completely without indefinitely hurting Thomas (which yes, even Insanity wants Thomas alive). However, the weaker Logan was, the stronger Orange could be. He caused Logan so much pain and suffering, using it as fuel to get as he wants.))