He makes my heart flutter!💓

38

Karthik

Each and every day was like stepping a stair up to hell. I couldn't think straight with my father's pressure. He seem to misinterpret my silence and had already started hunting for brides again, speculating that I would rather marry than be flung out of the home.

I didn't stop him, because I was determined to not wed anyone other than Renu. Whatever he ventures, at the end of the day, it's my decision that will have the lead.

And grandma's health was getting no better. She was losing herself bit by bit. Every time she would look at me, she would ask me to sit beside her and would squeeze my palm, pleading with me to marry.

I never said yes to her. I was really concerned about her. If I disagree to marry and got out of my home, wouldn't that put her in greater pain, mentally? Judging by her current state, it might even have some other immense impact on her.

Besides all that, this Sri devi was stinging me with her behavior. She would message nonsense to my phone and when I hadn't replied or attended to her call, she had the nerve to acquire at the computer center I was working in. It was a few days later Renu's birthday that it had occurred.

Upon confrontation, she admitted that she found this place through Ezhil. What's worse is that even though Ezhil had warned her to stay away from me as I was already in a relationship,  knowing from me that it was none other than Renu, Sri devi was stagnant to move on.

She replied that Renu wasn't a competition as she was still too young and incomparable to her. She further adduced that it was just a temporary infatuation and asked me to get over it already. I was so damn furious that I just wanted to slap her.

She had this attitude of, 'If I like it, I want it at any cost'. It sickened me to know that such kinds of people still exist.

With all these stress, it was difficult for me to concentrate on anything and I, started to drink again. It's ironic when my father halted the habit, I started to practice it.

I would drink half a bottle, and somehow will quietly have dinner and go up to my room. It's been a week since I had begun this, and till now, none had figured it out except Renu.

We would video call each other at every night and within the third day, she found out.

She had asked me what was wrong a million times but I would just respond with a 'Nothing'. I truly don't want to get her worried about all these problems.

She would then almost beg me to not  drink and I, step by step, strived to listen to her words. Disregarding the one week of constantly gulping down alcohol, for the last two days, as for my Renu's plea, I had controlled myself from drinking. Yet the desire to have it now was more than ever. And having no other way, I relieved my tension through Renu...

At the moment, it's a quiet night, and under the quilt was my hands pumping my aroused dick while Renu was on the video call, and had slept unknowingly.

Her phone was positioned in a way that I could see her whole upper body laying on the bed, sideways. She was close. Beneath the loose shirt, her treasures aren't hard to make out.

I felt guilty. I can't do this.

Disconnecting the call, I imagined her naked, while my hands and mouth roamed and tasted every inch of her skin...

The explosion finally happened as I pictured her under me with my dick penetrating deep into her.

"Fuck..."

At this rate, I felt myself a failure. I don't want to marry. I don't want to get out of the home. I don't want to hurt my grandma.

I don't want to betray my Renu, I could never.

Instead of solving these by formulating a good plan, I fucking turned to alcohol. And now...what am I doing?

Jerking off as If all my issues will get drained out!

I felt so tortured that after I cleansed myself, I just lay on my bed, wide awake.

On the next day, just as though nothing was wrong with me, I put on my usual cool smile and went to Ramya's home on my bike, while my parents and grandma came by in the car.

Tomorrow is the day of Ramya's marriage and so, today, the groom's side would bring the marriage saree and other supplements. We have to yet again decorate the stage and prepare catering services for the eve.

Some close relatives of us had already come by in Ramya's home. The environment was crammed with happy talks, giggling and playing around children, some wailing babies, and finally, the songs scattering out loudly through the speaker.

I didn't get any time to relax as back to back, the work kept on coming in. I couldn't even stare at my Renu for more than two minutes. She was running here and there, to all the places I would go, just so, she could gaze at me and I could do the same.

It felt good. Alike a medicine for my injured being.

In the evening, Ramya was made to stand in the middle of the stage and photoshoots were going on. Renu has worn a plain purple saree with a few white stones designed.

It was fucking gorgeous that I just wanted to undrape her saree.

Because she appeared like an angel that night, some senseless boys were staring at her...which I obviously loathed.

She was seated down the stage, in one of the chairs, while adoring Radha akka's baby. That's really a sight to behold...

But only me.

"What are you looking at huh? Aren't you the music operators? Why the hell was 'Why this kolaveri d', playing in a marriage house?? Quick, change it and put on a good love song," Both of their faces became terrified and they swiftly walked away.

I made myself busy again and strolled across the place, greeting and indulging in conversation with some relatives and friends, while still glancing at Renu every so often.

Then I had to go help in the catering work and when I was out of there, I again walked towards the stage.

The guys that I have send away were again in a different place, gazing at my Renu who was oblivion to it as she was speaking with Kannagi now.

If I let you to steal a kiss, you won't just leave me with that, instead, you would make me breathless with your antics...

Your lips look tasty and mine are thirsty, my entire being is enthusiastic, just allow me to have you..

My menacing stare went to the guys as I heed to the song playing.

The guys were yet to notice me. Silently, I went behind them and smacked both of their back of the heads. "What the hell was that song now!? It's not a club but a marriage function kids! If I heed any indecent songs again, I will make sure to beat you both black and blue." The teenagers again rushed away from me.

Then a sweet love song was played.

I averted my eyes at Renu for a quick second and she was gazing at me as well.

Smiling inwards, I left from there. Afterward, the groom's side arrived and I completely dismissed Sri devi.

I intentionally stood away and far from her reach.

Even when she arrived to eat, I purposely withdrew myself from the food-supplying task on that particular round.

Needless to say, I quite successfully protected myself.

Later when the groom side left in their van, I again got involved in some works...and that night, I slept at 2 'o'clock in the marriage auditorium itself as we had to do the preparations sooner.

Me and Ryan machan only had barely two hours of sleep as we again went to our home and freshened up, and commenced to work again.

Ramya was brought into the marriage auditorium at 4 am itself for her bridal makeup and then was subjected to do some poojas.

At past 7 am, arrived our family members.

And god, Renu looked so good in her red color half saree. I should take this off when I get time.

Only If do get time...

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