He makes my heart flutter!💓

5

Karthik...🍂

Dang, it.

I was not expecting my cousins to arrive this soon. There are two more days for the engagement to take place.

Gosh, there's Renukha!

My Renu...

Now I have to arrest my wild hormones and imprison them! But I couldn't. As soon she looked at me, I lost it and my legs, as If intoxicated by her presence alone, walked towards Renu and sat beside the empty chair next to her.

Winning over my legs, my hands, involuntarily pinched her cheeks and I, to not be viewed as a pervert, questioned her, "How are you d?" I could perceive the nervousness through her outer appearance.

Oh, Renu, My situation is the same. But I am quite good at hiding that. I had to, I'm obliged to because she is still in school. Yet, good Lord, her body screams the opposite. I know, I'm coming off as a pervert.

However, that's the truth. I was head over heels for her from our childhood days. I loved her ever since the moment she fought with her parents just to ride in my cycle, with me.

Maybe even before that, I had her in my heart. I don't know. It's just always been this way. I adored her since she was a mere baby. She used to smile at me particularly even when there are a lot of people surrounding her.

Her innocent smile and giggle, every single time, thawed my senses!

Even at her 7 years old, she used to do grabby hands to me, urging me to pick her up. She was this chubby little girl and I felt elevated, all the while that I held her to me.

Everything was going smoothly till I turned 15, but then, I started to see everything differently. I wasn't an innocent guy anymore and I knew, at that moment, I should distance myself from Renu.

And I purposely reduced our interactions. It took me a lot of restraint to not sink her in my dirty imagination. And I was glad I regulated myself.

Then after two years, when I had joined college, she was just in her 7th standard. But her body structure changed during that time. She looked matured.

And at 8th standard, she attained puberty, and god, I tried my best to not attend the function, but my sister and parents forced me to be there.

After all, I am the eldest guy in the family and so I was made to look after the function's arrangements.

During the function, I gave therapy to myself, in order to control my nasty thoughts. She looked very different than all other times I had seen her.

She had worn a saree and was decorated with jewels. It was the first time I saw her in a saree and it was really really hard for me. I was almost doomed witnessing her in that grown-up form.

Still, as she was just 13, I knew I had to wait for another five years.

It was torturous for me for the next two years. Except her, I couldn't even imagine any other girl in my mind.

She had that deep effect on me.

And I felt even more impacted at her 15 years old. The girl has such a sweet and calm nature. She used to visit our home sometimes and I glimpse at her, without her knowledge. And when it becomes too hard for me to concentrate on her face, I simply leave the house.

I don't want to cross the limits. I don't want to slip my view down her face. Not yet!

Subsequently, it had turned out so difficult for me to tolerate my desires that I had to vacate the home when I get the news of her arrival.

These ignorances of mine might have pained her but it's all for her own good as well as mine. I'm sure she wouldn't want to see what happens when I lose my constrain.

And now, my Renu is finally seventeen. This is the first time I had let my eyes rake over her, entirely. It left me craving for her even more than all the times in the past years. I love and lust for her so damn much that it hurts my heart and my hard-on.

Presently, as Renu rushed upstairs, heeding to my parents entering the lounge.

Smirking, I followed her behind to upstairs and dragged her in the direction of my room just as she was about to intrude into my sister's one.

"What are you doing...Karthik..." She said in a scared tone but I continued to tug her and paused as soon as we were in my room.

She attempted to go out, however, I closed the door and locked her in between me and the door. She kept staring at me, apprehensively.

Teasing her was fun!

"I need to go..." She turned around, facing the wood of the door. ", Okay Renu.." I breathed out on her ear and she trembled visibly before opening the door and running out.

Damn those ass cheeks.

I shook my head, frowning at my own thought.

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