JUST ANOTHER LIFE

LONELINESS

Sitting in a crowded room,
Where the crowd seems invisible.
It's only me and my gloom,
And the pain is invincible.

Talking to people ,
Is comforting they say,
But talking to the walls,
Seems like the only way.

To lie to myself,
That I am fine.
When the world has turned deaf,
To those voices painfully devine.

These voices are bewitching,
They are my only companion,
They tear me apart,
Sending me to another dimension.

This dimension is my imagination,
I want to live emersed in it,
Because the  realization,
Makes me feel like shit.

Reality is that I am alone,
And it is what I can't condone.
It hurts me,
Hits me,
Slaps me,
But doesn't end me.
So at the end I put on a show,
For the room is filled with people I know.