And It Was All Fate

LILY AND HER PROBLEMS. 39

Lily is the most energetic person that I have seen in my life . She knows how to make home more lively ....She knows how to bring comfort . She is like a thunderstorm which can suddenly come and change your life for good or bad .

As for why I am talking about her all of a sudden . Well , its because she is continuosly talking in my room right from the moment she came here . And because of it I am having a severe headache .Its not a figure of speech . It feels like someone is hammering my head continuously .

" Then I even made salad myself . You know I am thinking about dieting . Not because I care about how I look but because I want to live a healthy and long life ...." , Lily .
She is talking and Serena is looking at her with poker face .

"Then I went to buy a chocolate cake but the baker said that he doesn't sell it . Can you believe it ? How can he not sell chocolate cake ?
There was this aunty at the store who looked dangerous . I was so scared . I couldn't even talk to her ...." Lily .

" May I come in ? I bought some cakes for you children . ", Miss Maria .

" Thank you so much .Miss...? ", Lily .

" Maria . ", Miss Maria showing here all teeth while smiling . She often shows her all teeth while smiling . I wonder why . It irritates me a lot . Its not that I can't do something . I can ask her not to do it but it would be rude . She is even older than my mother .

" Maria is a nice name . Well , have you heard that song ....
Maria Maria , senorita maria , I love you Maria . " Lily .

Lily also knows about that song . Looks like that song is popular . I also like that song . Its music is enchanting .

" No but people often mention that song when I say that my name is Maria ...", Miss Maria .

After a while , Miss Maria left room to cook the lunch . Thus her lovely voice was replaced by Lily's squeaky voice as she rants about random things while eating cake . I hate this . Think about something else Myra like what about the toy car which I want to create . Maybe I should buy some parts to make the car . The car will be controlled by voice . Hence I have to think how to make its basic design .

" You know , M , I hate you ..." , Myra all of a sudden .

And here we go again .

" Lily . ", Serena with a disapproval look on her face .

" What ? Its true she took you away from me . ", Lily .

" She didn't I decided on my own . " , Serena .

" Whatever . ", Lily .

" So this is your room , M . ", Lily once again .

" Yeah it is . " , I replied .

" No wonder it looks so dark and gloomy like someone died in here . " , Lily .

" So you know that ---", I said .

" Know what ? " , she asked .

" That someone committed suicide in this room .", I said .

" Really who ? " , Lily .

" My little sister . Now soup is trapped in this room finding suitable body to get freedom . ", I joked with seriousness .

But Lily doesn't think that I am joking . She is scared . Wow , even her face turned pale .

Yeah , that is what you get for irritating me .

" You didn't actually believe it , did you ? ", I asked mockingly .

" No , not all ...", Lily spat .

I don't know why she is behaving like an irritated monkey who screams a lot . Whatever , she can hate me but I don't care at all . I am Myra and Myra doesn't care at all .

" You know what they say . They say that those who don't say anything and keep quiet are usually more dangerous than those who talk a lot and show anger ---", Lily mockingly .

" Are you talking about me ? ", Serena .

" No , I am talking about someone else . ", Lily looking at me .

I rolled my eyes .And that's it . I am going to ask her directly .

" Seriously , what is wrong with you ? " , I asked .

" You don't know ? You seriously don't ? ", Lily .

I just shook my head in disagreement .

" See , you are doing it again . You are irritating me again. You are the most insensitive that I have ever seen in my life . You don't care about anyone . You are just lost in your own little world while people just pity you and help you all the time . ", Lily .

" Pity me ? Why would anyone pity me ? ", I asked .

" Can't you see that everyone is pitying you because of your leg ? ", Lily .

" Too far Lily . You have gone too far ! ", Serena .

Pity ? Everyone is pitying me . Have I become so weak ? So dependent that everyone is pitying me . I --I didn't know that .

" Myra don't listen to her . She speaks nothing but senseless gibberish . ", Serena .

" Look I am sorry . I didn't mean to hurt you . I am really sorry . ", Lily .

" You have already done the damage Lily . Words spoken can't be taken back . ", Serena .

" I am sorry ...", Lily .

IN THE MORNING :
Same bedroom , same morning but I am not same at all . There is a burden over my head . Even if I slept last night but my sleep made me more tired . Maybe , I am depressed . Maybe ....

AT SCHOOL :

" You don't look fine ...", Amara .

" I am fine . ", I said .

" No , you are not . Even though you always keep quiet . I can sense that you are sad today . But then again everyone of us feel sad , happy or angry all the time . Its nothing new or special . But when you share your feelings with others you feel good . ", Amara.

Wow , she is bipolar . How can someone who says that bully and beat people brutally ?

" Yeah , but I am okay . Thank you . ", I said .

" Anytime --- " , Amara .

Then , she continued her irritating ritual of asking questions and giving answers .

At last , lunchtime .

Oh great . Everyone is looking at me with pitiful eyes . I hate this .

" Do you need any help ? " , a girl .

" No , thank you . ", I answered .

Oh , Lily . She looks guilty . Yeah , I know that she was rude but she was kind of right . I am insensitive . I don't care about others but I don't expect anyone else to help me either . I just don't like people that much . How is that wrong ? Or is it ? Whatever --- I am hungry right now I need to have something.

" One sandwich and one burger --- ", I told the woman who was serving lunch .

Sam ? Sam is here .