Supernatural Imagines

Loved

Dean Winchester had become a grade A piece of shit. God, you were just so angry! How could he do that to you? You had given him your everything and it felt like he had just thrown it back in your face.

Tears streamed down your cheeks as you drove back to bunker. It was late during the night and after walking in on him with another girl you couldn't handle the hunt anymore. You had quickly grabbed the Impala's keys off of his nightstand and left, not waiting to hear his dumb excuses.

What had you done wrong? You loved him so much that it hurt. The two of you had been together for months, and it was no secret that you were a couple either. Had you been too much to handle? Did he find someone else better?

Your phone buzzed endlessly with calls and texts from Dean. You could only deal with so much, so you eventually turned it off. You did send out one last text to him though.

Stay in town. Work the case. You'll never see me again.

Those three sentences seemed to do the most damage. You knew it was over from the moment you walked in on him, seeing the tangled mess of bodies on his bed and hearing the abrupt moans. Your heart shattered.

You arrived back at the bunker later and began to pack your bags. More tears were shed at the thought of leaving it all behind, at moving on to a different place and hopefully finding a new home.

You would miss everything about this place. Dean's cooking, reading all the old books with Sam, and watching movies on the projecter were just some of the simple things that could make your day. It all seemed like a distant memory, and you weren't even gone yet.

You finished packing quickly and left a short note on the nightstand in what used to be your room.

Sam,
         I'm sorry that I'm leaving like this. I know that I'll miss you, but please don't come looking for me. I think it's time that I should move on. Thank you for always being there for me.
                                              -Y/N

You sucked in a deep breath and grabbed your bags, ready to head for the garage. Anger arose from inside you as you saw Dean standing in the doorway of your room, blocking the exit.

"Y/N, please don't do this." Dean spoke softly as you approached him. You refused to look into his gorgeous green eyes and only stared straight ahead, keeping an expressionless face. "Baby I'm so sorry."

He lifted a hand up to caress your cheek, but you pushed your palm into his chest and shoved him out of the way. You began to walk down the hallway with Dean following closely behind.

"I was stupid." Dean continued. "I was so damn stupid. Please don't go. Don't leave."

No matter how much his words hurt you had to continue. Your heart felt swollen and your throat was tight, but you kept walking.

You neared the door to the garage and as you reached out to it, Dean grabbed your arm and spun you around. You immediately slapped him, not able to hold back your anger any longer.

"Don't touch me," You warned. You shook your arm from his grasp. "It's over." Another pain shot through your chest.

You walked out the door and over to one of the many cars that had been previously parked in the garage. After putting your bags in the back seat, you looked up at Dean, who was still standing near the door.

"Please Y/N, don't leave," Dean spoke, tears forming in his beautiful eyes. "I love you. I don't want to lose you too."

Tears welled in your eyes as well but you squeezed them shut for a moment to make the tears go away. When you looked back at him, something changed.

You walked over to him and stared up into his eyes. He put a hand on your cheek and pulled you into a kiss while you wrapped your arms around his waist. So much could be said from that kiss. You could feel his guilt, his pain, and also how much he truly meant it when he told you he loved you.

You pulled away from his warm embrace. "Loved." You could barely speak. "I loved you. But I can't do it anymore."

The car's engine rumbled to life and then you were gone.

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