Eleanor's Journal

Part 8

I told livi that i loved them and that i wansnt in the right mental headspace anymore. But she started puking and crying. And now i feel even worse. And i'm crying and it makes my shoulder hurt so much and then i cry more because i'm in so much pain. And now i feel like i can't breathe. I think she thinks that i don't want her in my life anymore. But i just wanted her to know that i can't have a girlfriend right neow.