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I'm sorry that I'm stupid
That my reasons don't make sense
That I feel as if you'll leave me
Because that's all I've ever known

I'm sorry that I'm stupid
And I push you away
I don't know how to keep you close
When no one ever stays

I'm sorry that I'm stupid
And didn't know what I feel
I thought that kiss would set it straight
So I knew what was real

I'm sorry that I'm stupid
And nothing is alright
I sit on the beach with everyone
But I feel alone inside

I'm sorry that I'm stupid
But this makes me want to die
To live a life without you
Is not really a life.

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