Entry 76

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by Torihpriv

by Torihpriv

I failed.
I failed at being a good friend.
I failed at being a good girlfriend.
I failed at being drowned.
I failed at being killed.

I think I did it on purpose.
Did I really wanted to confirm my feelings or was I sure kayla would find out.
Did I make her hate me on purpose?
Did I push her away?
I ignored her.
I made her hate me.
I made these choices.
I love her, but I hurt her.
I don't know how I feel.
Is she happy?
Will she ever be happy?
Will livi think she has a chance now?
I hope it doesn't give her more hope.
Should I date livi so she doesn't kill herself?

I really just want to die.