What about me..

-part 24-

"How was today Indigo?" Mum questioned as we headed for home in the car.

"It was great!" I said smiling.

"That's good! Next door are coming around for a bbq in an hour so maybe think about tidying your room!" Mum said, disguising her smirk under a frown.

"Sure, I'll tidy my room." I smiled.

We turned the corner and soon enough we were parked down our driveway. I hurried out of the car and ran upstairs with my shopping bags and into my room. I tucked my bags away in a corner by my wardrobe while I made my bed and gathered up clothes from my floor and put them in my washing basket. I then shoved all my teddies out from under my bed and put many in a bin bag to get rid of. It was time to say goodbye to my stuffed teddies. The only one I kept was boo, my lamb teddy which my father got me. I ripped down my old posters and stuffed them into the bin bag which revealed a pale pink wall and on the other walls a stripy pink and cream wallpaper.

After 45 minutes of tidying my room and reorganisation I changed into my new satin ,pink bra and silk blue dress. I wore a pearl grip and pinned my hair back in a half up half down look. I decided to wear my new lipstick as well which really complimented my outfit and my deep hazel, brown eyes.

"Indigo! Max is here!" Mum shouted.

"Okay, he can come upstairs if he wants." I shouted down.

I quickly added some mascara and some lipgloss and struggled with my hoop earrings.

"You look stunning. I mean the dress. The dress looks nice."

I blushed with an awkward giggle, "thanks."

"Max, I need to tell you something I probably shouldn't have done."

"Yes, go ahead. I'm listening." He took a seat next to me on the floor as I smoothed out my dress.

"I read your diary. I read those things you said about me. I know what happened between you and Kerry." I mumbled.

"Do you feel the same way about me." Max said fiddling with the strings on his hoodie.

"Yes." I looked up to his eyes twinkling.

"Have you ever... have you ever kissed someone?" He questioned.

"No." I looked back down at my lap.

He caressed my face in his cupped hand and guided my lips to his.

I'd imagined and practised how to kiss on the inside of my arm plenty times before.

"For God's sake! You're good." Max pulled away and I kissed him again, sliding my arms around his neck and this time sat on his lap, my chest pushed against his. He kissed me back, deeply and passionately.

I pulled away.

"Your heart is beating like mad." He said sliding his hand down my dress and pressed his hand against my satin bra, teasing me.

I was so happy I didn't care about anything or anyone any more. I wanted to freeze time and stay on my bedroom floor with Max forever.

"I'll love you forever." I whispered into his ear. I guess I was correct. My first love and my last love.