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[JANUARY 2021 ]

⎯⎯ ୨ THIRD PERSON'S ୧ ⎯⎯

Kala have been pretty busy lately with Figure skating, Dance, and her own career considering how she'll be continuing her world tour next next week. She knew that she will barely be home right when she starts her tour as she will be focusing more on the international spectrum of her career. So since November, she puts her focus on her friends ( non-showbiz) and family as well as relatives that she still keeps in contact with and of course not forgetting or pushing aside her priorities as a Director and Choreographer. December just passed by but every time she reminisces her December, it gives her mix feeling of hurts and relief.

Hurt. Hurt that she have to do what she did—cutting ties and choosing to not continue having connection/relationship/bond with the people that she once look up to and love truly as family. Hurt that she allowed people to treat her like an object that doesn't have feelings and can just be thrown to the side like a side piece.Hurt that she had allowed it to reach to this point—this long. 

Relief. Relief that finally, she'll have less people to worry about. Relief that she have finally taken the step that she should've done before long ago but was prevented by fear and too many what ifs.Relief that even tho she wasn't able to cut ties with everyone but at least she did to a lot of people successfully leaving with so much pride and joy for herself. She never thought she will be this happy–this carefree–this positive after cutting ties with people.

Maybe that's because she felt secured now—secured enough with her people. Those people who truly love her for who she is all the time—not only when they need something from her. Now, she's on her way to HYBE to meet her home—her friends who became one.

Not wanting to drown herself with negativity and thoughts that could possibly trigger her attacks, she chose to focus on her work which is a good thing considering she have quite a workload today and she'll be visiting the artists to check up on them, work with them and do her responsibility as their performance director.During her short break, she will use it to go to her own studio and make music. Basically drowning herself in music.