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Memories

Lamáya POV
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I miss my man

Looking at everybody on the beach I sighed

Where's zyairie? When will he be back?

Will he be back?

I miss him so much I wish I didn't react how I did when he was around

Maybe sometimes I need to chill

"Yuh think,?" My subconscious asks side eyeing me

"You good,?" A voice asks startling me I jump slightly

I look at the person it's dylan I sigh in relieve

I didn't hear when he walk up to me

"Yeah," I mumble looking back at the people on the beach, I spot my parents cuddling on the lounge chair

Awe

I wish

I just really miss zyairie I can't wait to see him I wanna be in his arms so badly holding him tightly

Craving his touch...the kisses, the hugs, the cuddling.... everything

"Him soon come back," dylan says drawing me out my thoughts

I hope

"How soon is soon,?" I ask

"Soon mon," he says

His phone rings he smiles answering

I look up to the sky feeling slightly sad

"Yes baby,"

Then here baby....

"I'll be there in a second mama I didn't go far,"

But kuya mi jealous

"Alright ma," he says hanging up

"Yah go join we,?" He asks I shake my head

Can't be around love and mi nave nobody rn

"Kinda need some time fi think," I say he nods

"Ago dung yasso if anything mek mi know yuh gov," he says I nod

I watch him walk away I turn back to the room

It's empty....

No presence of the one person I love and want forever

I hear a squeal I look down I see dylan twirling tish I smile

Awe dem cute eeee

Zyairie waah see dem bout dem all lovey dovey up

Nah lie mi jealous bad bad

I sigh walking towards the slide door I close it behind me dropping myself in bed I turn on my phone checking the time and date

3:30pm May 9,2022

Zyairie left two days ago today makes our one year anniversary and he's not here

Are we even still together?

Did he remember?

Does he even care?

So many thoughts running through my mind I'm so overwhelmed it's draining

So many emotions I don't know which to feel

What's wrong with me?

I close my eyes imagining him there with me

My mind drift to when we were at our happiest moments

***Flashback begins***

"𝐀𝐡 𝐳 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐧𝐨," 𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐈 𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐭 𝐦𝐞