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MeNtal

Zyairie POV
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(Waterhouse, Jamaica)

Been a while since I've been in my community it feels good to be back home; jamaica has been on my mind and it's refreshing to experience the climate once more

I thought about calling Lamaya to let her know I'm here but it doesn't seem to be on my mind anymore

Taking out my phone I dialed the number as she didn't pick up

I'm confused on that she hasn't been responding to my messages or calls and I have no idea what I had done

The whole situation that she said;didn't happen because I didn't try to hurt her nor it had be in my mind none tall

She's giving me the greatest gift of all time why would I be mad at her for saying no to me feeling good it's obvious that she didn't want to

That's totally fine she's not an object

But to think that she's scared of me breaks my heart when all I want is for her to be happy and glowing this whole pregnancy

Deven want a ounce a stress drop pon har much less me fi hurt her physically

Not sure if she hallucinated the whole scenario or I actually did something to her that I don't remember seems I can't remember anything these days

I'm currently on the endz taking care of the whole situation making arrangements for all the fallen soldiers

It hurts my heart to hear that two toddlers died it's heartbreaking honestly that a coffin will be so small

Still nuh understand dis whole beef well whatever it is that this person has with me

Weh mi duh dem now? Always do supmu eno kill people a lot so maybe it's a retaliation or maybe eh person just waah start supmu

But mi know nobody wouldn't do that in their right minds

So what really had happened? I can't tell ya all I know is I need to solve it and get back to my baby who's carrying our babies

I already miss her

"Man dem line up eh ting fi next week Wednesday," I say as they take notes

Ten persons died in the drive by and honestly it was so uncalled for

But since dem want corruption dat dem ago get brawling

Wait till mi start pon spain town mon everybody afi run leff eh

Dem swear a potato pudding badness!?

Currently it's almost 5 pm and the community is busy with kids passing by going home, people coming from work all of that

I'm on the front along with the rest just talking when two soldiers jeeps and four police cars pull into the community

Everyman ave a gun pon dem they're not scared yet I wouldn't want anything to go down I look at a female who has a baby in her hand she comes over to us handing the baby to evil and he starts playing with her

She has a diaper bag she starts saying she needs money to buy formula and pampas evil turns sideways as I move to block him from the others

In a swift motion his baby mother retrieved the gun and placed it in the bag evil is holding the baby while the other men play with her

Each handing the gun to renae she took the baby as evil kiss her my mind went back to the cops who we're approaching us

Ave a gun pon mi and it nuh licensed